Monday, June 30, 2003
For you..
I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
I been walkin' the streets at night
Just tryin' to get it right
Hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like
Being stuck in the crowd
And the streets don't change
But baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
Cause I need you
Yeah, yeah, but I need you
ill miss you...
ill be waiting...
I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
I been walkin' the streets at night
Just tryin' to get it right
Hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like
Being stuck in the crowd
And the streets don't change
But baby the name
I ain't got time for the game
Cause I need you
Yeah, yeah, but I need you
ill miss you...
ill be waiting...
Sunday, June 29, 2003
by primo
Here you go dude!
I installed your comment box na. This is a must for any blog. Enjoy!
Dude, if you want me to make your blog a little more complicated just tell me. To be honest, it still looks plain dude. I can fiddle with the codes of your blog to make it more user-freindly.
Just tell me!
-Primo
Post weekend
spending the weekend in bel air was tiring as hell!! hardly any sleep.. all fun.. got there 4-5 am sat morning.. complications, stayed at a party and drank for awhile. then had to be up at 7 am to help the garage sale at my granma's.. me, my cuzins and old friends from bel air.. damn my cuzins friends from ua&p are hot! especially the smoker! but they really do have their own coñiotic world hehe =).. then sat nite partied with my cuzins, cocoy his bro and their cousins.. fun as hell!! bonded.. all family party..? whoa that was a new one! coy and don wanted me to finish this thing i have with bri.. but im just sorry to say it wont work.. dont get me wrong, i do hope to be "bros" with him agen.. but'll never be the same as before.. too bad.. mistakes happen and u pay for ur consequences. to my bros: thanks for all the help and support and staying on neutral side! oh, to the "others" there: thanks for keeping me in check.. i gotcha bros, wont let you guys down. outta here...
spending the weekend in bel air was tiring as hell!! hardly any sleep.. all fun.. got there 4-5 am sat morning.. complications, stayed at a party and drank for awhile. then had to be up at 7 am to help the garage sale at my granma's.. me, my cuzins and old friends from bel air.. damn my cuzins friends from ua&p are hot! especially the smoker! but they really do have their own coñiotic world hehe =).. then sat nite partied with my cuzins, cocoy his bro and their cousins.. fun as hell!! bonded.. all family party..? whoa that was a new one! coy and don wanted me to finish this thing i have with bri.. but im just sorry to say it wont work.. dont get me wrong, i do hope to be "bros" with him agen.. but'll never be the same as before.. too bad.. mistakes happen and u pay for ur consequences. to my bros: thanks for all the help and support and staying on neutral side! oh, to the "others" there: thanks for keeping me in check.. i gotcha bros, wont let you guys down. outta here...
Friday, June 27, 2003
BEL - AIR !
im gna be spending this weekend at my grandmas house in bel-air, makati... cousins are gonna be there and shit.. actually miss that place. practically grew up there! it'll be a trip to be with my cousins and old friends from bel air and the makati area... anyway here's to a weekend of partying and having fun! keep the music playing..!
im gna be spending this weekend at my grandmas house in bel-air, makati... cousins are gonna be there and shit.. actually miss that place. practically grew up there! it'll be a trip to be with my cousins and old friends from bel air and the makati area... anyway here's to a weekend of partying and having fun! keep the music playing..!
Thursday, June 26, 2003
CT SCAN
im off to the hospital now for my ct scan.. thanks to all my friends and cousins for their support, wish me luck people that it isnt serrious...
mon: thanks for helping with the site!
kath: thanks for the insight on the condition of my bruises.. you'll be a great doctor one day.. thanks honey! =)
take care people!! im off....
im off to the hospital now for my ct scan.. thanks to all my friends and cousins for their support, wish me luck people that it isnt serrious...
mon: thanks for helping with the site!
kath: thanks for the insight on the condition of my bruises.. you'll be a great doctor one day.. thanks honey! =)
take care people!! im off....
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
Sentimental crap of an insomniac
hard to sleep... lots of shit on my mind right now.. feeling kinda poetic actually.. so gna post sum stuff up.. if u dont like it, then fuck you! hehe =)
....Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
....
time after time find i question my life
where i went wrong will it ever be right
will i rise..? will i fall..? stand tall..?
continue asking but knowing only God knows...
....
lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time.. on my own
Sometimes I need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time.. all alone
hard to sleep... lots of shit on my mind right now.. feeling kinda poetic actually.. so gna post sum stuff up.. if u dont like it, then fuck you! hehe =)
....Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
....
time after time find i question my life
where i went wrong will it ever be right
will i rise..? will i fall..? stand tall..?
continue asking but knowing only God knows...
....
lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time.. on my own
Sometimes I need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time.. all alone
"Mistakes... and betrayal of a brother...."
is life all that simple..? or is there a fucked up event waiting to happen? yesterday turned out fine.. went to my bro's school who's 2nd yr high school to beat up these older guys who threatened to beat him up and kick his ass. so got there around four and started cursing and scaring their asses.. both of em shivering at the knee's.. basically intimidating them until they said sorry then slapped their faces soo hard, tears ran down their eyes. made them kneel and say sorry to my bro and threathened to get back at 'em if sumthing happens to my bro agen.. then during the nite i was supposed to meet with this girl i loved so long but dint get to coz got into a fight with two assholes in the highway but nothing serious since 2 on 1 and they didnt get to do shit to me... a good kick to the balls got one down and im telliung you, getting smacked on the face with an arnis stick really fucking hurts, but got to retaliate and kept on fighting with the other guy while the other cringed on the road clinging to his balls... then my chik ditched me for being late so met up with my friends ex and drank.. ended up taking ecstacy and opening up, saying she likes me and stuff.. kissed but thats it.. do we like each other?? i doubt it... we're still hung over on past relationships.. then tonite i talked to my friend who is her ex and told him the whole story.. to me the guy is like a brother.. so he got pissed and had every right to be.. so i told him to release all his frustrations on me and allowed him to kick my ass.. doesnt matter.. mistakes happen.. life sucks.. sometimes when you think your on a high, life suddenly drops shits on you.. what'll happen now after this...?? no idea.. just hope everything turns back to normal and all's well that ends well.. to end this engrossing story i only have one thing to say: these are the minds from a lost soul.... im a lost soul.. may everything turn out fine.. till then.. keep the music playing people... dance to the beat and love life.
is life all that simple..? or is there a fucked up event waiting to happen? yesterday turned out fine.. went to my bro's school who's 2nd yr high school to beat up these older guys who threatened to beat him up and kick his ass. so got there around four and started cursing and scaring their asses.. both of em shivering at the knee's.. basically intimidating them until they said sorry then slapped their faces soo hard, tears ran down their eyes. made them kneel and say sorry to my bro and threathened to get back at 'em if sumthing happens to my bro agen.. then during the nite i was supposed to meet with this girl i loved so long but dint get to coz got into a fight with two assholes in the highway but nothing serious since 2 on 1 and they didnt get to do shit to me... a good kick to the balls got one down and im telliung you, getting smacked on the face with an arnis stick really fucking hurts, but got to retaliate and kept on fighting with the other guy while the other cringed on the road clinging to his balls... then my chik ditched me for being late so met up with my friends ex and drank.. ended up taking ecstacy and opening up, saying she likes me and stuff.. kissed but thats it.. do we like each other?? i doubt it... we're still hung over on past relationships.. then tonite i talked to my friend who is her ex and told him the whole story.. to me the guy is like a brother.. so he got pissed and had every right to be.. so i told him to release all his frustrations on me and allowed him to kick my ass.. doesnt matter.. mistakes happen.. life sucks.. sometimes when you think your on a high, life suddenly drops shits on you.. what'll happen now after this...?? no idea.. just hope everything turns back to normal and all's well that ends well.. to end this engrossing story i only have one thing to say: these are the minds from a lost soul.... im a lost soul.. may everything turn out fine.. till then.. keep the music playing people... dance to the beat and love life.
