Thursday, July 31, 2003
Close to you
I wouldnt call it time well spent
repeating to myself again
find comfort in an endless stream of moments
i dont even care, about the way i feel today
because it changes anyway
something will make me cry or smile
another picture on my pile...
Do you find solace in the sun
do you consider life as one
do you believe there is a limit
to how fast a man can run
someone said you're born alive
well i dont feel that alive
no i dont feel that alive
i dont feel that alive...
Now i'm standing close to you
its just something that i do
when i need love to be enough
i wish love could be enough
'cause there is nothing more appealing
than the thought that i could be enough...enough.
Hope that makes YOU happy...
I wouldnt call it time well spent
repeating to myself again
find comfort in an endless stream of moments
i dont even care, about the way i feel today
because it changes anyway
something will make me cry or smile
another picture on my pile...
Do you find solace in the sun
do you consider life as one
do you believe there is a limit
to how fast a man can run
someone said you're born alive
well i dont feel that alive
no i dont feel that alive
i dont feel that alive...
Now i'm standing close to you
its just something that i do
when i need love to be enough
i wish love could be enough
'cause there is nothing more appealing
than the thought that i could be enough...enough.
Hope that makes YOU happy...
Sunday, July 27, 2003
Weekend Warrior
4am... sunday... man am i tired!! spent friday with my friend nikoh and my cuz javi 1st.. then we followed other friends to Tagaytay Highlands when we got to convince our friend fez to bring a car... 'course he dint agree to go all the way there so we fooled him and said there was a "private party" there hehehe and he fell for it thinking we we're gonna meet new chiks haha. good vibes when we got there, typicall mix: good friends, great ambience with the fog and cold and all equal's good vibes. didnt get much sleep friday night when we got home though coz i played Fifa with javi til like 6.. then it was an on and off sleep. woke up around 4pm saturday and we we're picked up by migz and coy. picked up sieg and had a beer run and made ronda.. call it a "pre-celebration" of migz's birthday. then left sunday early morning around 1230am and went to migz's house where we hanged out with nikoh, wowie, migz fez, the twins, paul c., and sila sang and kemo.. saw the girls me and fez met up with the past weekend, hmmm... having had a second chance to see one of em made me realize, "hey, she aint that bad as i thought..". maybe i should go out with them more. anyway gotta log off. got to get up early for a family reunion lunchtime. til next time, music and love life!
4am... sunday... man am i tired!! spent friday with my friend nikoh and my cuz javi 1st.. then we followed other friends to Tagaytay Highlands when we got to convince our friend fez to bring a car... 'course he dint agree to go all the way there so we fooled him and said there was a "private party" there hehehe and he fell for it thinking we we're gonna meet new chiks haha. good vibes when we got there, typicall mix: good friends, great ambience with the fog and cold and all equal's good vibes. didnt get much sleep friday night when we got home though coz i played Fifa with javi til like 6.. then it was an on and off sleep. woke up around 4pm saturday and we we're picked up by migz and coy. picked up sieg and had a beer run and made ronda.. call it a "pre-celebration" of migz's birthday. then left sunday early morning around 1230am and went to migz's house where we hanged out with nikoh, wowie, migz fez, the twins, paul c., and sila sang and kemo.. saw the girls me and fez met up with the past weekend, hmmm... having had a second chance to see one of em made me realize, "hey, she aint that bad as i thought..". maybe i should go out with them more. anyway gotta log off. got to get up early for a family reunion lunchtime. til next time, music and love life!
Wednesday, July 16, 2003
"New Title..."
i changed the title to my page because i thought it was more fitting to my thoughts... what do " I " think about..?? music and my life.. so im slowly trying to fix this page up to make it more "me"... i dont think im still lost in the moment... i think ive found myself... hopefully this sticks. one more miedterm exam to go and its time to enjoy the weekend. So after tom, grab an ice cold beer, i suggest you try san miguel's new beer Strong Ice! damn, what san mig lite was missing you'll find it in strong ice! so grab a strong ice if your lucky enough to find it here in the south(damn hard!) and put on some good tunes and just enjoy the vibe... dont stop the beat, just let the music play on!
i changed the title to my page because i thought it was more fitting to my thoughts... what do " I " think about..?? music and my life.. so im slowly trying to fix this page up to make it more "me"... i dont think im still lost in the moment... i think ive found myself... hopefully this sticks. one more miedterm exam to go and its time to enjoy the weekend. So after tom, grab an ice cold beer, i suggest you try san miguel's new beer Strong Ice! damn, what san mig lite was missing you'll find it in strong ice! so grab a strong ice if your lucky enough to find it here in the south(damn hard!) and put on some good tunes and just enjoy the vibe... dont stop the beat, just let the music play on!
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Never been here - How about you?
You smile at my answer,
You've given me the chance,
To be held and understood.
You leave me laughing without crying,
There's no use denying,
For many times I've tried,
Love has never felt as good.
How'd you do it ? How'd you find me ?
How did I find you ?
How can this be true ?
To be held and understood.
Keep it coming - no one's running
The lesson I'm learning
'Cause blessings are deserved
By the trust that always could
Be it downtown or way up in the air,
When your heart's pounding,
You know that I'm aware.
You make it easy to watch the world with love,
You make it easy to let the past be done,
You make it easy.
You smile at my answer,
You've given me the chance,
To be held and understood.
You leave me laughing without crying,
There's no use denying,
For many times I've tried,
Love has never felt as good.
How'd you do it ? How'd you find me ?
How did I find you ?
How can this be true ?
To be held and understood.
Keep it coming - no one's running
The lesson I'm learning
'Cause blessings are deserved
By the trust that always could
Be it downtown or way up in the air,
When your heart's pounding,
You know that I'm aware.
You make it easy to watch the world with love,
You make it easy to let the past be done,
You make it easy.
Monday, July 14, 2003
Post Weekend
Yeah! lost the flu last friday! got to enjoy the weekend! watched the opening of UAAP, holy shit i cant believe la salle won!!! their defensive press really f*cked UST's plays!! man, wish we could play that well rounded all season!! ANIMO LA SALLE!!! had a great time at a friends condo last sat night.. good music, good people, good vibes!! =) one last thing before i go... congratu-f*cking-lation's to cocoy!!! woohooo!!!! our boy's now a man!!!! til next time, music and love life!! =)
Yeah! lost the flu last friday! got to enjoy the weekend! watched the opening of UAAP, holy shit i cant believe la salle won!!! their defensive press really f*cked UST's plays!! man, wish we could play that well rounded all season!! ANIMO LA SALLE!!! had a great time at a friends condo last sat night.. good music, good people, good vibes!! =) one last thing before i go... congratu-f*cking-lation's to cocoy!!! woohooo!!!! our boy's now a man!!!! til next time, music and love life!! =)
Thursday, July 10, 2003
In and out of it...
damn... have been sick for two days already... i reached 39 degrees!! i cant rem the last time that happened.. the pills i've been taking are helping... im not asleep the whole day anymore... can u imagine that!?!? all day wednesday i was asleep coz of my fever!! oh i have colds too... if its any consolation my sprain doesnt hurt much now... whoop de do! havent smoked a cig for two days now... wow, even im proud. never thought i could do it... and to think im not even craving a smoke! =) ....whoooo fever's comming back. its back to the pills and my nice warm bed. til next time, music and love life!
oh, shout outs:
Keen - thanks for the help with my project last nite! sorry, wasnt much help... barelly could stand and look at the monitor properly.
Vic - thanks for submitting my project and asking people to fill it up! i owe you one big time!
at least im getting proper rest and sleep now... even if it means waking up now and then coughing like mad and drinking medicine! =)
damn... have been sick for two days already... i reached 39 degrees!! i cant rem the last time that happened.. the pills i've been taking are helping... im not asleep the whole day anymore... can u imagine that!?!? all day wednesday i was asleep coz of my fever!! oh i have colds too... if its any consolation my sprain doesnt hurt much now... whoop de do! havent smoked a cig for two days now... wow, even im proud. never thought i could do it... and to think im not even craving a smoke! =) ....whoooo fever's comming back. its back to the pills and my nice warm bed. til next time, music and love life!
oh, shout outs:
Keen - thanks for the help with my project last nite! sorry, wasnt much help... barelly could stand and look at the monitor properly.
Vic - thanks for submitting my project and asking people to fill it up! i owe you one big time!
at least im getting proper rest and sleep now... even if it means waking up now and then coughing like mad and drinking medicine! =)
Wednesday, July 09, 2003
Insomnia...
damn.. its almost 4 in the morning.. and im still wide awake.. Depressing!! no, its not because thoughts are running around my head in circles over and over constantly.. i think ive developed being nocturnal.. is that a bad thing..?? oh, NO THANKS, ive had my fill of valium's and other sleeping pills, the side effects can really f*ck up your mood swings and the way you think!! well.. i've got no class tom, gotta be up around 6:30 am though to bring my bro's to school.. then i hafta do a project for my computer class.. people think i spend most of the day at home sleeping.. problem is, i find sleeping kind of a challenge.. that's why whenever i get the chance to actually have a GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP i really, really appreciate it, oh by the way when i mean good nights sleep i mean sleep at a reasonable time and wake up during the morning.. not just sleep and wake up late.. kinda tired of doing that actually... besides, nowadays when i sleep late i still wake up early and dont get to sleep again. is my body clock f*cked up already?? damn.. well, it looks like i wont be getting that much sleep.. thank God my class on thursday's at 6 pm.. hopefully i'll be able to have a decent nights rest weds night.. *sigh* perchance to sleep, perchance to dream.. dreams.. that's a different story. anyway, i guess i'll log out now and just soundtrip with my minidisc til the sandman comes... ah music, thank God again for its sedating quality.. im out, music+life=goodvibes! may the sandman come'th and take'th me away to the land of dreams and slumber...
damn.. its almost 4 in the morning.. and im still wide awake.. Depressing!! no, its not because thoughts are running around my head in circles over and over constantly.. i think ive developed being nocturnal.. is that a bad thing..?? oh, NO THANKS, ive had my fill of valium's and other sleeping pills, the side effects can really f*ck up your mood swings and the way you think!! well.. i've got no class tom, gotta be up around 6:30 am though to bring my bro's to school.. then i hafta do a project for my computer class.. people think i spend most of the day at home sleeping.. problem is, i find sleeping kind of a challenge.. that's why whenever i get the chance to actually have a GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP i really, really appreciate it, oh by the way when i mean good nights sleep i mean sleep at a reasonable time and wake up during the morning.. not just sleep and wake up late.. kinda tired of doing that actually... besides, nowadays when i sleep late i still wake up early and dont get to sleep again. is my body clock f*cked up already?? damn.. well, it looks like i wont be getting that much sleep.. thank God my class on thursday's at 6 pm.. hopefully i'll be able to have a decent nights rest weds night.. *sigh* perchance to sleep, perchance to dream.. dreams.. that's a different story. anyway, i guess i'll log out now and just soundtrip with my minidisc til the sandman comes... ah music, thank God again for its sedating quality.. im out, music+life=goodvibes! may the sandman come'th and take'th me away to the land of dreams and slumber...
To the Alabang connection:
Prim: oh please!! real isnt even my team!! u know your place dude!! u know milan will kick your ass everytime in fifa!! i smell a challenge comming on... bring it!!!
Sieg: use ur blogger dude!! its trippy! especially on those times when u have nothing to do... got it? good! oh and our series aint over boy!! the nets will be back and kidd will dominate just like last time!!
Vic & Coy: Beer run?!?! Game!!
Mon: im getting used to blogger already.. help me tweak and add sum stuff up also.. i wanna put up pics of the people i pay homage to! biggie, pac, marley and his airness.. help me out! =)
til next time... music & love life!
Prim: oh please!! real isnt even my team!! u know your place dude!! u know milan will kick your ass everytime in fifa!! i smell a challenge comming on... bring it!!!
Sieg: use ur blogger dude!! its trippy! especially on those times when u have nothing to do... got it? good! oh and our series aint over boy!! the nets will be back and kidd will dominate just like last time!!
Vic & Coy: Beer run?!?! Game!!
Mon: im getting used to blogger already.. help me tweak and add sum stuff up also.. i wanna put up pics of the people i pay homage to! biggie, pac, marley and his airness.. help me out! =)
til next time... music & love life!
From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, girl,
My heart says follow t'rough.
But I know, now, that I'm way down on your line,
But the waitin' feel is fine:
'Cause if summer is there,
I'm still waiting here;
Winter is there,
And I'm still waiting here...
Ya see, in life I know there's lots of grief,
But your love is my relief:
Tears in my eyes burn - tears in my eyes burn for you
While I'm waiting - while I'm waiting for you,
See! I don't wanna wait in vain for your love.....
My heart says follow t'rough.
But I know, now, that I'm way down on your line,
But the waitin' feel is fine:
'Cause if summer is there,
I'm still waiting here;
Winter is there,
And I'm still waiting here...
Ya see, in life I know there's lots of grief,
But your love is my relief:
Tears in my eyes burn - tears in my eyes burn for you
While I'm waiting - while I'm waiting for you,
See! I don't wanna wait in vain for your love.....
Monday, July 07, 2003
"For that special someone.. you know who you are.."
A million reasons life to deny
Let's toss them away
See you and me we
Lay down look see
You and me
By my lover's side
Together share this smile
Each other's tears to cry
Together share this smile
Lover lay down
Don't be us too shy
Knowing it's no big surprise
That I will wait for you
I will wait for no one but you
Look please lover lay down
Spend this time with me
Together share this smile
Lover lay down
Walk with me, walk with you
Hold my hand your hands
Could I love you
Could you love me
I will wait for no one but you.....
I will wait for no one but you.....
A million reasons life to deny
Let's toss them away
See you and me we
Lay down look see
You and me
By my lover's side
Together share this smile
Each other's tears to cry
Together share this smile
Lover lay down
Don't be us too shy
Knowing it's no big surprise
That I will wait for you
I will wait for no one but you
Look please lover lay down
Spend this time with me
Together share this smile
Lover lay down
Walk with me, walk with you
Hold my hand your hands
Could I love you
Could you love me
I will wait for no one but you.....
I will wait for no one but you.....
hooboy.. damn tired. had to finish all my plates for my drawing class today... 9 plates, 3 hour class.. dint get enough sleep during the weekend too.. partied last saturday at my grandma's with my cousins, my friend coy and his cousins, and niko and his girl cesca... good vibes! ...except sprained my right foot! haha no biggie, its a lite sprain anyway and im sure it'll be gone in a coupe'll days... its just f*cking irritating walking up and down stairs!! especially school!! had some girl classmate wrap the bandage around my sprain for me since i didnt do it properly.. wrong move! she didnt know how to and it hurt more!! but smiled and thanked her just the same...=) well.. ill be blogging again later night i guess.. so the thoughts and sentimental side'll come out hehe. later! music and love life!
Thursday, July 03, 2003
Class time...
damn... we almost failed in this quiz contest we had.. didint get to answer a few questions either so my bad... last few minutes are free time so wasting time here... cant wait to get home and play fifa 2003!!!! gotta finish my game in wind waker too... find the missing shards of the triforce... anyway til later.. gonna ditch this class now and have a cig... later!
damn... we almost failed in this quiz contest we had.. didint get to answer a few questions either so my bad... last few minutes are free time so wasting time here... cant wait to get home and play fifa 2003!!!! gotta finish my game in wind waker too... find the missing shards of the triforce... anyway til later.. gonna ditch this class now and have a cig... later!
"...Built my life around YOU"
I took my love, I took down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
'Til the landslide brought it down
Mirror in the sky, what is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life, oh
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
I get older, too
Oh, I took my love and I took down
Oh, I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in a snow covered hill
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down
I took my love, I took down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And I saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
'Til the landslide brought it down
Mirror in the sky, what is love
Can the child within my heart rise above
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life, oh
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I'm getting older, too
I get older, too
Oh, I took my love and I took down
Oh, I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in a snow covered hill
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down
Wednesday, July 02, 2003
And Tomorrow
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.
Today is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
Morning Glory
woke up early this morning.. wow, never thought that waking up early felt good.. gives me more time to do stuff. like kick sieg and primo's asses in nba 2k2 and fifa 2003! those games rock! especially with beckham in real madrid and ronaldinho in man utd.. probably gonna hang out with my friend rom later.. well.. morning! here's to a great day!
woke up early this morning.. wow, never thought that waking up early felt good.. gives me more time to do stuff. like kick sieg and primo's asses in nba 2k2 and fifa 2003! those games rock! especially with beckham in real madrid and ronaldinho in man utd.. probably gonna hang out with my friend rom later.. well.. morning! here's to a great day!
