Thursday, October 16, 2003
Angels of the Silences
Well I guess you left me with
some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier
to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many
who would stand beside you now
Where'd you come from?
Where am I going?
Why'd you leave me
'till I'm only good for...
Waiting.. for you..
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could
come back to you
Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels hang above my head
and read me like an open book
Suck my blood, break my nerve offer me their arms
Little angels of the silences
that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep
Every time I dream
"Did you come?
Would you lie?
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming...
Well I guess you left me with
some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier
to leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many
who would stand beside you now
Where'd you come from?
Where am I going?
Why'd you leave me
'till I'm only good for...
Waiting.. for you..
All my sins...
I said that I would pay for them if I could
come back to you
Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Little angels hang above my head
and read me like an open book
Suck my blood, break my nerve offer me their arms
Little angels of the silences
that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep
Every time I dream
"Did you come?
Would you lie?
All my innocence is wasted on the dead and dreaming...
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Breakfast of... champions??
god damnit!!! its already half past 9am!! where the hell is the cook??? ive been up since 7am!! i want my breakfast damnit!! im sick of smoking cigs to withold my hunger!!! i want real goddamn food damnit!!! ive had my fill of a bowl of whatdafuck with milk already!!! gimme foooooood!!!! damn.. i knew i shouldnt have spent my money on buying cigs... i couldve used it to go to mcdonalds instead to eat!!!! Im Hongrie!!!!!!
god damnit!!! its already half past 9am!! where the hell is the cook??? ive been up since 7am!! i want my breakfast damnit!! im sick of smoking cigs to withold my hunger!!! i want real goddamn food damnit!!! ive had my fill of a bowl of whatdafuck with milk already!!! gimme foooooood!!!! damn.. i knew i shouldnt have spent my money on buying cigs... i couldve used it to go to mcdonalds instead to eat!!!! Im Hongrie!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
....
Sweet is the sight
of a room, window open by candlelight
how would you know?
cold winter on the torch
is the dress she wore
its on the floor
still it feels so warm,
today
and thats why im wondering why
you have to tell me
whats going on your head
was raw
come around to another time when you
dont have to run
and when she says
she wants somebody else
i hope you know
she doesnt mean you
and when she breaks down
and makes a sound
you'll never hear her
but still i do
and when she says
she wants someone to love
i hope you know
shes doesnt mean you
and when she breaks down and lets you down
i hope you know
she doesnt mean you
swing into flight
over hills
over her hills its twilight
but i guess thats right, now
why wont you tell me
why its so funny that your so funny
when your mad
coz its mad, so mad
Sweet is the sight
of a room, window open by candlelight
how would you know?
cold winter on the torch
is the dress she wore
its on the floor
still it feels so warm,
today
and thats why im wondering why
you have to tell me
whats going on your head
was raw
come around to another time when you
dont have to run
and when she says
she wants somebody else
i hope you know
she doesnt mean you
and when she breaks down
and makes a sound
you'll never hear her
but still i do
and when she says
she wants someone to love
i hope you know
shes doesnt mean you
and when she breaks down and lets you down
i hope you know
she doesnt mean you
swing into flight
over hills
over her hills its twilight
but i guess thats right, now
why wont you tell me
why its so funny that your so funny
when your mad
coz its mad, so mad
Sinking into sweet uncertainty..
we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail
where are we going, so far away
and somebody told me that this is the place
where everything's better, everything's safe
and half and hour later we packed up our things
we said we'd send letters and all those little things
and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same
it seemed they'd already forgotten we'd came
now we're back at the homestead
where the air makes you choke
and people don't know you
and trust is a joke
we don't even have pictures
just memories to hold
that grow sweeter each season
as we slowly grow old
we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail
where are we going, so far away
and somebody told me that this is the place
where everything's better, everything's safe
and half and hour later we packed up our things
we said we'd send letters and all those little things
and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same
it seemed they'd already forgotten we'd came
now we're back at the homestead
where the air makes you choke
and people don't know you
and trust is a joke
we don't even have pictures
just memories to hold
that grow sweeter each season
as we slowly grow old
Monday, October 06, 2003
Sunday..
ho hum.. another boring sunday has come and gone... cant wait for next weekend so i can go to makati again.. then there's this party im going to saturday nite! aite aite!! get the week over with and let the weekend party begin! 5 more days...=Þ
gotta download the new chicane album.. and the nirvana unplugged in new york. hope i rem to do these things...
time to hit the sack.. goodnight! music and life!
ho hum.. another boring sunday has come and gone... cant wait for next weekend so i can go to makati again.. then there's this party im going to saturday nite! aite aite!! get the week over with and let the weekend party begin! 5 more days...=Þ
gotta download the new chicane album.. and the nirvana unplugged in new york. hope i rem to do these things...
time to hit the sack.. goodnight! music and life!
Sunday, October 05, 2003
Girls, Girls, Girls....
Putang ina!!!! Why are you girls so fucking hard to understand!??!?!?!
slept my saturday nite away.. woke up coz my friend diane called asking why me and fez arent at her dinner & drinks party she had at congo grill makati. aster and tracy and the rest of em were there... well, i didnt know. i saw the text only after waking up.. so i said sorry and ill make up for it by being at this partee they have planed for next weekend.. didnt go to makati anymore to hoop up my cousin with tabs too, so just gave him the number to the source.. fuck it, i still didnt sleep enuff...
Ah yes.. the mind of a girl... a myriad of unknown cogs and sprockets that makes their cerebral cortex tick... can somebody please show me its blueprints??? maybe after checking it out ill have a better understanding on how their mind works!! Oy oy oy! it boggles da mind!!!
oh well.. thats it! music and life!!
Putang ina!!!! Why are you girls so fucking hard to understand!??!?!?!
slept my saturday nite away.. woke up coz my friend diane called asking why me and fez arent at her dinner & drinks party she had at congo grill makati. aster and tracy and the rest of em were there... well, i didnt know. i saw the text only after waking up.. so i said sorry and ill make up for it by being at this partee they have planed for next weekend.. didnt go to makati anymore to hoop up my cousin with tabs too, so just gave him the number to the source.. fuck it, i still didnt sleep enuff...
Ah yes.. the mind of a girl... a myriad of unknown cogs and sprockets that makes their cerebral cortex tick... can somebody please show me its blueprints??? maybe after checking it out ill have a better understanding on how their mind works!! Oy oy oy! it boggles da mind!!!
oh well.. thats it! music and life!!
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Friendster rock's Racks!
Went to racks in makati tonight with prim, vic, keen and coy. lotta people! damn, its been awhile since ive been to makati but shit, daming tao!!! saw a lot of friends who were there too.. small world huh? even saw this chik who i dont know but is obviously in one of my classes coz she shouted to me, "jp! why arent you going to class na? go to class naman!".. i dont recognize her but she obviously knew me from the first day of class crap where you introduce yourself to everyone.. anyway, racks had a live band that played first when we got there, played stuff from dave, marley and other alternative stuff. was feeling the buzz from the beer when the band finished their set when some dude grabed the mike and made like a human dj, scratching and doing improv dj shit to the tunes of michael jackson and some hiphop tunes which was funny and good at the same time.. crowd loved him.. and when he was done he shouted the obvious, "Im drunk as fuck! woooooh!".. as if we didnt know!! then they played hiphop, w/c was a great change.. people started bouncing and shit.. btw, thanx alex for returning my love for hiphop =)! what was funny was no matter where i went, i kept overhearing people say "wassup friendster!", "oy friendster!", "add me on friendster!" all night long!!! damn, talk about being the "in thing!" oh well, buzz from the beer aint gone yet and its past 5 am... better get some shut eye before the sun rises since workers stripped my room of the blinds to have em fixed.. so ima end it here. im listening to Crush by Dave Matthews and now interchanging between Greenday, Foofighters, and Smashing Pumpkins... time to hit the sack.. may the sandman cometh and taketh me away to the land of dream and slumber. keep the music playing and love life people! ciao!
Went to racks in makati tonight with prim, vic, keen and coy. lotta people! damn, its been awhile since ive been to makati but shit, daming tao!!! saw a lot of friends who were there too.. small world huh? even saw this chik who i dont know but is obviously in one of my classes coz she shouted to me, "jp! why arent you going to class na? go to class naman!".. i dont recognize her but she obviously knew me from the first day of class crap where you introduce yourself to everyone.. anyway, racks had a live band that played first when we got there, played stuff from dave, marley and other alternative stuff. was feeling the buzz from the beer when the band finished their set when some dude grabed the mike and made like a human dj, scratching and doing improv dj shit to the tunes of michael jackson and some hiphop tunes which was funny and good at the same time.. crowd loved him.. and when he was done he shouted the obvious, "Im drunk as fuck! woooooh!".. as if we didnt know!! then they played hiphop, w/c was a great change.. people started bouncing and shit.. btw, thanx alex for returning my love for hiphop =)! what was funny was no matter where i went, i kept overhearing people say "wassup friendster!", "oy friendster!", "add me on friendster!" all night long!!! damn, talk about being the "in thing!" oh well, buzz from the beer aint gone yet and its past 5 am... better get some shut eye before the sun rises since workers stripped my room of the blinds to have em fixed.. so ima end it here. im listening to Crush by Dave Matthews and now interchanging between Greenday, Foofighters, and Smashing Pumpkins... time to hit the sack.. may the sandman cometh and taketh me away to the land of dream and slumber. keep the music playing and love life people! ciao!
