Saturday, January 31, 2004
A collection of snippets from songs i find appropriate on how i feel now:
"hello
I've waited here for you
everlong
and I wonder
when I sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when I say when.."
"do you care if i
dont know what to say
will you sleep tonight
will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all ok
that theres someone out there who feels just like me
there is..."
"You crush me with the things you do
I do for you anything too
Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
I won't spill a drop, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you"
"So come on baby get those shoes on
and we can run away from here
talk about a life thats starting
we can start it all right here.."
"Repeating as if it matters
everything i wanna say.."
"Spend this time with me
together share this smile.."
"hello
I've waited here for you
everlong
and I wonder
when I sing along with you
if everything could ever feel this real forever
if anything could ever be this good again
the only thing I'll ever ask of you
you've got to promise not to stop when I say when.."
"do you care if i
dont know what to say
will you sleep tonight
will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all ok
that theres someone out there who feels just like me
there is..."
"You crush me with the things you do
I do for you anything too
Lovely lady
Let me drink you please
I won't spill a drop, I promise you
Lying under this spell you cast on me
Each moment
The more I love you"
"So come on baby get those shoes on
and we can run away from here
talk about a life thats starting
we can start it all right here.."
"Repeating as if it matters
everything i wanna say.."
"Spend this time with me
together share this smile.."
Thursday, January 29, 2004
Who to vote for in the comming 2004 elections:
FPJ - One of the most popular actors in the country since the 60's. The king of action movies! In short, the second comming of Erap!! Vote for him and its like your voting to turn our country into the laughing stock of the world! He doesnt even have any political background! He's a fucking dropout! I saw this one guy who was asked on television why he intends to vote for FPJ as president and he answered smiling and proudly, "Dahil idol ko sya! Mabuhay ang Da King!" (Coz he's my idol! Long live the Action Movie King!) If thats the mentality of the "masa" we're he's highly rated to win over, then we, my fellow filipinos are FUCKED! This isnt a movie folks, so do your part to help our country avoid a sequel to the fucked up melodrama that was Erap's administration!
PING LACSON - Vote for him and you can guaran-damn-ty that we are going to be the new Cuba with him playing the role of Fidel Castro!! We dont want that to happen now, do we?! His son may be my friend, but its country first before friends.
GMA - Oh fuck, its the fucking media slut! Why is she a media slut?! One good example is how, when a person who's in the most wanted list in the country is captured and or killed by the PNP or AFP, she rushes over to the site, and literally points to the corpse/captured fellon with her head up high as if saying, "Look at what I fucking did! I ordered his/her capture! Haha!". She also wont shut up on how shes helping the country and shit but without any proof to back up her claims! Just more news on how the Peso is falling and how our economy is getting fucked up the ass! Her administration is one big flushing toilet and our country is literally in the shit! She says to stop politicking and backbiting when a new scandal has come out that alleges that she has ordered the NBI and AFP to spy on the other aspiring presidential candidates. Yeah right, shes more concerned about her popularity rating with the people than she is of helping our country. Shes all talk, no action. Like girls who like to tease and not follow through! Hahahaha!
EDDIE VILLANUEVA - The righteous and enigmatic "brother" and leader of the religious movement called "El Shadai" has stated his intention of running for the presidency. Stating that his followers are in the millions with chapters overseas, he insists that it is God's will that he win the election. Needless to say, this guy is stark raving bonkers!! A real fucked up nutcase!
RAUL ROCO - He is i think, the best bet to vote for this comming election. He has a strong campaign pushing towards the betterment of education here in the PI.(GMA used Roco's idea as one of her campaigns too..) He has a good business sense and savvy, best shown when he wowed the Makati Business Club and foreign investors present in one of his forums. He has a solid back ground in economics and is serious with his plans of raising our country out of the ashes. He may yet restore our economy back to where it was during the Ramos administration.(Which is not bad if you compare it to the situation during the Erap, Gma, and Aquino administration..)
My grandfather is basically sick and tired of what politics has become, that after his stint as Vice President, he's calling it quits. He'd rather read about the "Circus"(what he calls the Philippine government) in the newspapers than be part of the circus! Haha!
So thats basically it.
Vote wisely folks.
This is for our country, our pride and our future! Filipinos rock!!!
FPJ - One of the most popular actors in the country since the 60's. The king of action movies! In short, the second comming of Erap!! Vote for him and its like your voting to turn our country into the laughing stock of the world! He doesnt even have any political background! He's a fucking dropout! I saw this one guy who was asked on television why he intends to vote for FPJ as president and he answered smiling and proudly, "Dahil idol ko sya! Mabuhay ang Da King!" (Coz he's my idol! Long live the Action Movie King!) If thats the mentality of the "masa" we're he's highly rated to win over, then we, my fellow filipinos are FUCKED! This isnt a movie folks, so do your part to help our country avoid a sequel to the fucked up melodrama that was Erap's administration!
PING LACSON - Vote for him and you can guaran-damn-ty that we are going to be the new Cuba with him playing the role of Fidel Castro!! We dont want that to happen now, do we?! His son may be my friend, but its country first before friends.
GMA - Oh fuck, its the fucking media slut! Why is she a media slut?! One good example is how, when a person who's in the most wanted list in the country is captured and or killed by the PNP or AFP, she rushes over to the site, and literally points to the corpse/captured fellon with her head up high as if saying, "Look at what I fucking did! I ordered his/her capture! Haha!". She also wont shut up on how shes helping the country and shit but without any proof to back up her claims! Just more news on how the Peso is falling and how our economy is getting fucked up the ass! Her administration is one big flushing toilet and our country is literally in the shit! She says to stop politicking and backbiting when a new scandal has come out that alleges that she has ordered the NBI and AFP to spy on the other aspiring presidential candidates. Yeah right, shes more concerned about her popularity rating with the people than she is of helping our country. Shes all talk, no action. Like girls who like to tease and not follow through! Hahahaha!
EDDIE VILLANUEVA - The righteous and enigmatic "brother" and leader of the religious movement called "El Shadai" has stated his intention of running for the presidency. Stating that his followers are in the millions with chapters overseas, he insists that it is God's will that he win the election. Needless to say, this guy is stark raving bonkers!! A real fucked up nutcase!
RAUL ROCO - He is i think, the best bet to vote for this comming election. He has a strong campaign pushing towards the betterment of education here in the PI.(GMA used Roco's idea as one of her campaigns too..) He has a good business sense and savvy, best shown when he wowed the Makati Business Club and foreign investors present in one of his forums. He has a solid back ground in economics and is serious with his plans of raising our country out of the ashes. He may yet restore our economy back to where it was during the Ramos administration.(Which is not bad if you compare it to the situation during the Erap, Gma, and Aquino administration..)
My grandfather is basically sick and tired of what politics has become, that after his stint as Vice President, he's calling it quits. He'd rather read about the "Circus"(what he calls the Philippine government) in the newspapers than be part of the circus! Haha!
So thats basically it.
Vote wisely folks.
This is for our country, our pride and our future! Filipinos rock!!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
I have learned my lesson.. Vodka + Gin = No no!
Damn, my head hurts!!!
That japanese beer was good though! Ichiban!? Hai! hahaha!
Damn, my head hurts!!!
That japanese beer was good though! Ichiban!? Hai! hahaha!
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Poetic Justice
A cynosure so surreal im addlepated in thought
Perplexed and amazed as i lie supinated
Adduces for this simple aesthete, non needed
For just the depth of your smile im in affinity
Lost in the moment one may say, affixed on a gaze that has brought
Me to a state of serenity.
-Jeyps
A cynosure so surreal im addlepated in thought
Perplexed and amazed as i lie supinated
Adduces for this simple aesthete, non needed
For just the depth of your smile im in affinity
Lost in the moment one may say, affixed on a gaze that has brought
Me to a state of serenity.
-Jeyps
Monday, January 26, 2004
In over my head...
I used to blurt out to my friends that i wouldnt mind being a father at an arly age. I thought it'd be kick ass to watch the kid grow old like up to 20 yrs old, and I'd still be younger than 45. My friends are testaments to the words that invoke fear in men everywhere, "im delayed". Actually, it really is a scary thing to accept.. especially since we arent of the right age to actually support a family just yet. Hmm come to think of it, most of the times when i say that i wouldnt mind being a dad at such an early age, I was intoxicated. But... Im saying this now and i dont really know for sure if it'll really happen or not, I think I still am on track to be a father at an early age. Its not even my idea.. she's the one who wants to get pregnant. Hahahaha! Shit... I have no fucking idea how all this is gonna end up in a few months!!!! May luck be on my side(you know what kind of luck!!!!) hehehe. Im probably just over reacting, but I just wanted to get it off my chest anyways. Thats all for now. Music! Life!
Good italian line-up prim! Lets set up the teams in fifa! Dream match yon! =)
I used to blurt out to my friends that i wouldnt mind being a father at an arly age. I thought it'd be kick ass to watch the kid grow old like up to 20 yrs old, and I'd still be younger than 45. My friends are testaments to the words that invoke fear in men everywhere, "im delayed". Actually, it really is a scary thing to accept.. especially since we arent of the right age to actually support a family just yet. Hmm come to think of it, most of the times when i say that i wouldnt mind being a dad at such an early age, I was intoxicated. But... Im saying this now and i dont really know for sure if it'll really happen or not, I think I still am on track to be a father at an early age. Its not even my idea.. she's the one who wants to get pregnant. Hahahaha! Shit... I have no fucking idea how all this is gonna end up in a few months!!!! May luck be on my side(you know what kind of luck!!!!) hehehe. Im probably just over reacting, but I just wanted to get it off my chest anyways. Thats all for now. Music! Life!
Good italian line-up prim! Lets set up the teams in fifa! Dream match yon! =)
Sunday, January 25, 2004
Premiership All-Stars!!!!
There are times when i like to space out and daydream... and during one of these times i got to thinking, i think it'd be great to have an all-star like match between the football leagues of europe like the NBA has the East vs West all star game. Imagine an all star line-up of the English Premier leagues finest going up against Italy's best from the Serie A or Spains La Liga and the German Bundesliga! Voted in by the fans of course! hmm since im not familiar with much of La Liga except for Los Galacticos, Valencia, Barca and Deportivo, and i know zilch bout Serie A 'cept for Juventus and the Milan squads, i decided to put up an all star team for the English League instead..Ü
Here goes:
Strikers:
Ruud Van Nistelrooij and Thierry Henry
-=>imagine the scoring prowess of the two combined in one team! mind boggling! they'd be great!!!
Midfield:
Damien Duff, Patrick Viera, Ryan Giggs, and Paul Scholes
-=>great combination with giggs and duff at both right and left sides of the pitch, feeding the strikers, and the aggressiveness of viera and skill of scholes in the middle!
Defenders:
Ferdinand, Silva or Cygan, Lampard, and Hypia
-=>most expensive defender in ferdinand, aggressiveness of either cygan or silva, lampard's abilty to attack in the other end, and hypia's veteran play.
Keeper:
David James
-=>Englands new number one keeper after seaman's retirement from football!
Manager:
Sir Alex Fergusson
-=>i dont think i even need to say anything about this man! his records speak for himself!
Substitutes:
Alan Shearer, Michael Owen, Fred Ljunberg, Claude Makalele, Harry Kewell, Melchiot, Cygan or Silva, and Lehmann for keeper.
-=>a wily cast of veterans and proven players. shearer and owen will find their goals and the ability on the midfield of makalele, ljunberg and kewell is a good combination.
Well.. thats my team. Primo, Mon.. lets see your Serie A and La Liga all stars!!!Ü
There are times when i like to space out and daydream... and during one of these times i got to thinking, i think it'd be great to have an all-star like match between the football leagues of europe like the NBA has the East vs West all star game. Imagine an all star line-up of the English Premier leagues finest going up against Italy's best from the Serie A or Spains La Liga and the German Bundesliga! Voted in by the fans of course! hmm since im not familiar with much of La Liga except for Los Galacticos, Valencia, Barca and Deportivo, and i know zilch bout Serie A 'cept for Juventus and the Milan squads, i decided to put up an all star team for the English League instead..Ü
Here goes:
Strikers:
Ruud Van Nistelrooij and Thierry Henry
-=>imagine the scoring prowess of the two combined in one team! mind boggling! they'd be great!!!
Midfield:
Damien Duff, Patrick Viera, Ryan Giggs, and Paul Scholes
-=>great combination with giggs and duff at both right and left sides of the pitch, feeding the strikers, and the aggressiveness of viera and skill of scholes in the middle!
Defenders:
Ferdinand, Silva or Cygan, Lampard, and Hypia
-=>most expensive defender in ferdinand, aggressiveness of either cygan or silva, lampard's abilty to attack in the other end, and hypia's veteran play.
Keeper:
David James
-=>Englands new number one keeper after seaman's retirement from football!
Manager:
Sir Alex Fergusson
-=>i dont think i even need to say anything about this man! his records speak for himself!
Substitutes:
Alan Shearer, Michael Owen, Fred Ljunberg, Claude Makalele, Harry Kewell, Melchiot, Cygan or Silva, and Lehmann for keeper.
-=>a wily cast of veterans and proven players. shearer and owen will find their goals and the ability on the midfield of makalele, ljunberg and kewell is a good combination.
Well.. thats my team. Primo, Mon.. lets see your Serie A and La Liga all stars!!!Ü
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Yup. I guess we could say this was a satisfying day. I only found out today how nice it is to steady trip around greenbelt for the day. It was my first time to fully check the place out since the finish of its renovation, and i can say, whoa, it sure has changed a lot from the last time i went there during my early teens i think.. I was with Keen, Sieg, Coy, Tik and Cesca. We basically tripped out in Oyster bar. Wow, good food! Thanks for the "score" keen! I then spent my money on buying the new "Chill out Project" cd. Nice sounds, man! We got to talking a lot, mostly on how bora's gonna shake down, and how long we're gonna stay there. We also talked and basically planned a weekend trip to our beach house in Lobo, Batangas. I hope it pushes through! Oh well, here to the weeks and days ahead! Music! Life!
Oh, i still think i should've bought more beer for my party. Not bad though, almost everyone, or everyone, was drunk. Hehe. Mission Accomplised.
Oh, i still think i should've bought more beer for my party. Not bad though, almost everyone, or everyone, was drunk. Hehe. Mission Accomplised.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Team of 2003 announced
Monday, 12 January 2004
French duo Thierry Henry and Zinedine Zidane have made it a glorious treble as they take their places in uefa.com users' Team of 2003.
European Footballer of the Year Pavel Nedved
Familiar faces
With almost 1.5 million votes cast, the Arsenal FC striker and the Real Madrid CF midfield player have been voted into uefa.com users' Team of the Year for the third time in succession, and have now appeared in every one of our élite teams since the first poll in 2001.
Madrid quartet
Zidane was joined in the dream team by three other Madrid players. Roberto Carlos was voted the left-back of the year for the second season running, Luís Figo earned his first appearance and David Beckham - who was named in the Team of 2001 while at Manchester United FC - also made a welcome return to the XI.
Porto coach José Mourinho
Ruud awakening
Beckham's former United team-mate Ruud van Nistelrooij has made the team for the first time after being overlooked in the 2001 and 2002 polls. He links up in attack with Henry, his adversary from the Premiership.
Nedved honoured
The European Footballer of the Year, Pavel Nedved, makes it into the Team of the Year for the first time in emphatic style. The Juventus FC playmaker won a massive 65 per cent of the vote for his position to confirm that he was - for the ordinary fans as well as the experts - one of the greats of 2003.
Milan partners
Back in defence, AC Milan profited from their 2002/03 UEFA Champions League triumph with Alessandro Nesta and Paolo Maldini being named as Europe's central defensive partnership of choice, with Juve's Gianluigi Buffon taking the goalkeeper's gloves behind them.
Porto prestige
However, the man named as Europe's favourite right-back is more of a surprise. With FC Porto succeeding in magnificent style with a league, Portuguese Cup and UEFA Cup treble in 2003, both right-back Paulo Ferreira and coach José Mourinho have made their way into the Team of 2003. Mourinho polled 60 per cent of the coaching vote to leave no doubt that uefa.com users' had shared in Porto's joy over the course of last year.
uefa.com users' Team of 2003:
Gianluigi Buffon (Juventus FC), Paulo Ferreira (FC Porto) Alessandro Nesta (AC Milan), Paolo Maldini (AC Milan), Roberto Carlos (Real Madrid CF), Luís Figo (Real Madrid CF), David Beckham (Real Madrid CF), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Pavel Nedved (Juventus FC), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), Ruud van Nistelrooij (Manchester United FC).
Coach: José Mourinho (FC Porto).
uefa.com users' Team of 2002:
Rüstu Reçber (Fenerbahçe SK), Carles Puyol (FC Barcelona), Alessandro Nesta (AC Milan), Cristian Chivu (AFC Ajax), Roberto Carlos (Real Madrid CF), Clarence Seedorf (AC Milan), Michael Ballack (FC Bayern München), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Damien Duff (Blackburn Rovers FC), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), Ronaldo (Real Madrid CF).
Coach: Senol Günes (Turkey).
uefa.com users' Team of 2001:
Santiago Cañizares (Valencia CF), Cosmin Contra (Deportivo Alavés), Sami Hyypiä (Liverpool FC), Patrik Andersson (FC Barcelona), Bixente Lizarazu (FC Bayern München), David Beckham (Manchester United FC), Patrick Vieira (Arsenal FC), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Kily González (Valencia CF), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), David Trezeguet (Juventus FC).
Coach: Gérard Houllier.
Monday, 12 January 2004
French duo Thierry Henry and Zinedine Zidane have made it a glorious treble as they take their places in uefa.com users' Team of 2003.
European Footballer of the Year Pavel Nedved
Familiar faces
With almost 1.5 million votes cast, the Arsenal FC striker and the Real Madrid CF midfield player have been voted into uefa.com users' Team of the Year for the third time in succession, and have now appeared in every one of our élite teams since the first poll in 2001.
Madrid quartet
Zidane was joined in the dream team by three other Madrid players. Roberto Carlos was voted the left-back of the year for the second season running, Luís Figo earned his first appearance and David Beckham - who was named in the Team of 2001 while at Manchester United FC - also made a welcome return to the XI.
Porto coach José Mourinho
Ruud awakening
Beckham's former United team-mate Ruud van Nistelrooij has made the team for the first time after being overlooked in the 2001 and 2002 polls. He links up in attack with Henry, his adversary from the Premiership.
Nedved honoured
The European Footballer of the Year, Pavel Nedved, makes it into the Team of the Year for the first time in emphatic style. The Juventus FC playmaker won a massive 65 per cent of the vote for his position to confirm that he was - for the ordinary fans as well as the experts - one of the greats of 2003.
Milan partners
Back in defence, AC Milan profited from their 2002/03 UEFA Champions League triumph with Alessandro Nesta and Paolo Maldini being named as Europe's central defensive partnership of choice, with Juve's Gianluigi Buffon taking the goalkeeper's gloves behind them.
Porto prestige
However, the man named as Europe's favourite right-back is more of a surprise. With FC Porto succeeding in magnificent style with a league, Portuguese Cup and UEFA Cup treble in 2003, both right-back Paulo Ferreira and coach José Mourinho have made their way into the Team of 2003. Mourinho polled 60 per cent of the coaching vote to leave no doubt that uefa.com users' had shared in Porto's joy over the course of last year.
uefa.com users' Team of 2003:
Gianluigi Buffon (Juventus FC), Paulo Ferreira (FC Porto) Alessandro Nesta (AC Milan), Paolo Maldini (AC Milan), Roberto Carlos (Real Madrid CF), Luís Figo (Real Madrid CF), David Beckham (Real Madrid CF), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Pavel Nedved (Juventus FC), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), Ruud van Nistelrooij (Manchester United FC).
Coach: José Mourinho (FC Porto).
uefa.com users' Team of 2002:
Rüstu Reçber (Fenerbahçe SK), Carles Puyol (FC Barcelona), Alessandro Nesta (AC Milan), Cristian Chivu (AFC Ajax), Roberto Carlos (Real Madrid CF), Clarence Seedorf (AC Milan), Michael Ballack (FC Bayern München), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Damien Duff (Blackburn Rovers FC), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), Ronaldo (Real Madrid CF).
Coach: Senol Günes (Turkey).
uefa.com users' Team of 2001:
Santiago Cañizares (Valencia CF), Cosmin Contra (Deportivo Alavés), Sami Hyypiä (Liverpool FC), Patrik Andersson (FC Barcelona), Bixente Lizarazu (FC Bayern München), David Beckham (Manchester United FC), Patrick Vieira (Arsenal FC), Zinedine Zidane (Real Madrid CF), Kily González (Valencia CF), Thierry Henry (Arsenal FC), David Trezeguet (Juventus FC).
Coach: Gérard Houllier.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Theres a GHOST in this house..
I never was a believer in ghosts.. I always wanted to see or experience one though. Not by myself of course, but with a group of people. I actually recant on what I said.. Lemme explain further:
It all started a few days into the new year. I was in my room with my brother, Marc. We were smoking up and definitely high. I was lying on my bed, with my bro on the beanbags on the floor. Then we heard someone knocking on the door of my room. I asked my bro to check who it is, since it was around 2:45am. No one. So we ignored it, thinking it was the wind or the fan hitting the cabinet as it swung. But it was neither. A few minutes later someone was definitely knocking on my door again. We both ignored it since it was killing our "buzz" from the weed. But after a few more minutes, someone was again knocking, only this time it was a little louder. So me and my bro were laughing already on what the fuck is happening! We were both stoned so it seemed funny to us at first. Then I asked my bro to go check it again, again there was no one except the dark hallway outside my room and an even darker outline of the computer room in the distance. My bro then closed and locked the door again, then jumped up into the bed with me, laughing but scared shitless on what the hell is making that knocking sound! "Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock" 4 times now on the door. I then checked it out this time, seeing no one outside, just darkness. So I went out, checked my brothers room if it was my other brother, but he was fast asleep. Then I got spooked and told my bro to go to his room coz I didn't wanna stay awake anymore hehe. He then proceeded to run fast to his room, and I slept with the TV and my lamp on. Then one night after drinking with some friends, I woke up around 4am for no reason at all. I was intoxicated, but was surprised to see the door to my room wide open. I didn't really give a shit about it since I was sleepy, and still feeling the hit of a lot of alcohol intake. I then just closed the door as if it was nothing and fell back asleep. I asked my bro if he went into my room while I was asleep and forgot to close the door, but he didn't.
--=>And then it happened!
Last night, I was blissfully sleeping soundly only to wake up for no reason at all. I checked my cell phone for any messages and the time. 3:20am. I was lying on my side, facing the wall and window beside my bed. So I was about to return to sleep, so shuffled my position, and now lay on my back. Then I saw the door was once again wide open! I wasnt stoned or drunk or anything before I slept so I was puzzled, scared and freaked out about the whole thing. I then got up from bed, proceeded to the door to close it and peered out into the dark hallway. That was when I could clearly, and I restate, clearly saw a darkened silhouette standing by the doorway of the computer room across the hall. The shadowy form was tall. Almost reaching the top of the door. It just stood there, thank God. If it suddenly started moving towards me i swear i would've screamed and slammed the door to my room loudly!! I closed the door to my room as fast as I could, opened my lamp, turned the television on with the volume loud, and slid inside the covers of my blanket. The whole time I never took my head out of the covers for fear of seeing the shadowy form now inside my room!!
I never told my mom about these things yet. Only my brothers know. I dont dare tell my mom because she gets scared easilly. She hates being alone at night when me and my brothers are out with friends, and my dad has a flight abroad, because she's scared for a reason I never really thought about till now. I plan to tell this to my dad later though.
Spooky shit, man!
I never was a believer in ghosts.. I always wanted to see or experience one though. Not by myself of course, but with a group of people. I actually recant on what I said.. Lemme explain further:
It all started a few days into the new year. I was in my room with my brother, Marc. We were smoking up and definitely high. I was lying on my bed, with my bro on the beanbags on the floor. Then we heard someone knocking on the door of my room. I asked my bro to check who it is, since it was around 2:45am. No one. So we ignored it, thinking it was the wind or the fan hitting the cabinet as it swung. But it was neither. A few minutes later someone was definitely knocking on my door again. We both ignored it since it was killing our "buzz" from the weed. But after a few more minutes, someone was again knocking, only this time it was a little louder. So me and my bro were laughing already on what the fuck is happening! We were both stoned so it seemed funny to us at first. Then I asked my bro to go check it again, again there was no one except the dark hallway outside my room and an even darker outline of the computer room in the distance. My bro then closed and locked the door again, then jumped up into the bed with me, laughing but scared shitless on what the hell is making that knocking sound! "Knock, Knock, Knock, Knock" 4 times now on the door. I then checked it out this time, seeing no one outside, just darkness. So I went out, checked my brothers room if it was my other brother, but he was fast asleep. Then I got spooked and told my bro to go to his room coz I didn't wanna stay awake anymore hehe. He then proceeded to run fast to his room, and I slept with the TV and my lamp on. Then one night after drinking with some friends, I woke up around 4am for no reason at all. I was intoxicated, but was surprised to see the door to my room wide open. I didn't really give a shit about it since I was sleepy, and still feeling the hit of a lot of alcohol intake. I then just closed the door as if it was nothing and fell back asleep. I asked my bro if he went into my room while I was asleep and forgot to close the door, but he didn't.
--=>And then it happened!
Last night, I was blissfully sleeping soundly only to wake up for no reason at all. I checked my cell phone for any messages and the time. 3:20am. I was lying on my side, facing the wall and window beside my bed. So I was about to return to sleep, so shuffled my position, and now lay on my back. Then I saw the door was once again wide open! I wasnt stoned or drunk or anything before I slept so I was puzzled, scared and freaked out about the whole thing. I then got up from bed, proceeded to the door to close it and peered out into the dark hallway. That was when I could clearly, and I restate, clearly saw a darkened silhouette standing by the doorway of the computer room across the hall. The shadowy form was tall. Almost reaching the top of the door. It just stood there, thank God. If it suddenly started moving towards me i swear i would've screamed and slammed the door to my room loudly!! I closed the door to my room as fast as I could, opened my lamp, turned the television on with the volume loud, and slid inside the covers of my blanket. The whole time I never took my head out of the covers for fear of seeing the shadowy form now inside my room!!
I never told my mom about these things yet. Only my brothers know. I dont dare tell my mom because she gets scared easilly. She hates being alone at night when me and my brothers are out with friends, and my dad has a flight abroad, because she's scared for a reason I never really thought about till now. I plan to tell this to my dad later though.
Spooky shit, man!
Saturday, January 10, 2004
This is to recount on my first day of the year sojourn:
Anyway, i was already steady trippin' in my uncle's room enjoying the trip that a joint and some beers have provided me(my uncle's let me smoke up with them.. not a new thing...). My 2 cousins then excitedly barge into my uncle's room and exclaimed that my brother, Marc he's 15 or 16.. i forget, had gotten into a fight at this Starbucks branch in Quezon City with some 35 yr old nut case. Having been steadily sedated from the beer and weed, i hesitated in following my brother to the police station w/c was walking distance from my grandma's house, i went to my dad and told him about it instead. I rather wanted to just stay put and listen to my unlces and aunts battle it out in videoke.. But my dad insisted in me tagging along. So i went there a few meters behind my dad with my cousins with me as we walked to the station. A few meters away, i could already hear my brother and the psycho in a shouting match... Once i got there, there was this 35 yr old guy, in dark rimmed glasses to boot, shouting it out with my bro. Apparently, the nut case was having a lovers quarel or whatever with this girl he was with in Starbucks, and in the line to the bathroom there, he was already cursing and making a scene(my bro was right behind him in line..). When he got out of the bathroom, my bro was surprised to see that all the noise that came from inside the bathroom was from the guy(he actually broke the sink!). When my bro complained about the broken sink, and talked to management and shit, they confronted the guy who then started causing havoc.. Cursing everyone and getting into a shoving match with my bro. It ended up with him punching my bro unexpectedly before the security seperated them and bringing both plus management to the station to complain against the nut case. Some people in Starbucks were actually telling my brother to punch the psycho back so they could all help out in kicking his ass(who wouldnt, seeing a 35 yr old going up against a 15-16 yr old?). In the station the dickhead wouldnt stop cursing my brother so i shouted at him to and said, "any problem you have with my bro, is my problem as well.." and cursed him back. Thats when he went wild and started shoving his way towards me and my bro.. but the cops stoped him from getting closer. My dad then went towards him, and choked him subtlely with one hand, and slapping his chest hard with the other asking him to "stop cursing his sons before he loses his temper.." He then started on how me and my bro were both sons of a bitch and assholes and every other swear word.. It got me really pissed so i shouted dead in his face to "shut the fuck up!". He then lost it, saying, "how dare i curse him like that, dont i know that he's the nephew of Korina Sanchez(a popular journalist)?!" Which only got me more pissed! How could being the nephew of a journalist, w/c is probably only a few yrs older than him, and we knew he was lying, help him??? Me and my brother are the grandchilds of the vice president of our country for crying out loud!!! His connection wouldnt amount to shit to us!! I didnt mention my Granpa's name and position though as to not stir any controversy or shit, so my dad was pushing him away and he was pushing him back! So it really reached my limit so i kicked him away from my dad until the cops seperated us all and locked the guy up.. Thats most of the details so ill leave it at that.
All's well that ends well.. Ü
Anyway, i was already steady trippin' in my uncle's room enjoying the trip that a joint and some beers have provided me(my uncle's let me smoke up with them.. not a new thing...). My 2 cousins then excitedly barge into my uncle's room and exclaimed that my brother, Marc he's 15 or 16.. i forget, had gotten into a fight at this Starbucks branch in Quezon City with some 35 yr old nut case. Having been steadily sedated from the beer and weed, i hesitated in following my brother to the police station w/c was walking distance from my grandma's house, i went to my dad and told him about it instead. I rather wanted to just stay put and listen to my unlces and aunts battle it out in videoke.. But my dad insisted in me tagging along. So i went there a few meters behind my dad with my cousins with me as we walked to the station. A few meters away, i could already hear my brother and the psycho in a shouting match... Once i got there, there was this 35 yr old guy, in dark rimmed glasses to boot, shouting it out with my bro. Apparently, the nut case was having a lovers quarel or whatever with this girl he was with in Starbucks, and in the line to the bathroom there, he was already cursing and making a scene(my bro was right behind him in line..). When he got out of the bathroom, my bro was surprised to see that all the noise that came from inside the bathroom was from the guy(he actually broke the sink!). When my bro complained about the broken sink, and talked to management and shit, they confronted the guy who then started causing havoc.. Cursing everyone and getting into a shoving match with my bro. It ended up with him punching my bro unexpectedly before the security seperated them and bringing both plus management to the station to complain against the nut case. Some people in Starbucks were actually telling my brother to punch the psycho back so they could all help out in kicking his ass(who wouldnt, seeing a 35 yr old going up against a 15-16 yr old?). In the station the dickhead wouldnt stop cursing my brother so i shouted at him to and said, "any problem you have with my bro, is my problem as well.." and cursed him back. Thats when he went wild and started shoving his way towards me and my bro.. but the cops stoped him from getting closer. My dad then went towards him, and choked him subtlely with one hand, and slapping his chest hard with the other asking him to "stop cursing his sons before he loses his temper.." He then started on how me and my bro were both sons of a bitch and assholes and every other swear word.. It got me really pissed so i shouted dead in his face to "shut the fuck up!". He then lost it, saying, "how dare i curse him like that, dont i know that he's the nephew of Korina Sanchez(a popular journalist)?!" Which only got me more pissed! How could being the nephew of a journalist, w/c is probably only a few yrs older than him, and we knew he was lying, help him??? Me and my brother are the grandchilds of the vice president of our country for crying out loud!!! His connection wouldnt amount to shit to us!! I didnt mention my Granpa's name and position though as to not stir any controversy or shit, so my dad was pushing him away and he was pushing him back! So it really reached my limit so i kicked him away from my dad until the cops seperated us all and locked the guy up.. Thats most of the details so ill leave it at that.
All's well that ends well.. Ü
Friday, January 09, 2004
I love music! I'd like to think that its a definate plus to enjoy most forms of music since it'll help in getting to know more people. A lot of people out there though tend to only appreciate one form of music and typecast others who listen to the other forms they dont listen. I think its stupid basically, I say broaden your selection and give other forms of music a try!
My picks:
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Rock, Jazz, RnB, HipHop, Alternative, Ska, Late 80's to Early 90's Metal, Grunge, Acid Jazz, House, Hard House, Trance, Triphop, 70's and 60's music, Drum n Bass, Chill out, Punk, Reggae, The Simpsons theme song hehe, Crooners like Frank Sinatra and the like, Lounge, A lot of Pinoy Bands: Teeth, Eraserheads, Kapatid, Urban dub, P.O.T., Wolfgang, Razorback, Cynthia Alexander, Barbie's Cradle etc..
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Disco, Boybands, Teen pop, Those annoying techno shit they play on noontime shows, Songs made by any All-Girl gyrating dance group from any noontime shows, Country, and most songs you hear playing on the bus..
My picks:
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Rock, Jazz, RnB, HipHop, Alternative, Ska, Late 80's to Early 90's Metal, Grunge, Acid Jazz, House, Hard House, Trance, Triphop, 70's and 60's music, Drum n Bass, Chill out, Punk, Reggae, The Simpsons theme song hehe, Crooners like Frank Sinatra and the like, Lounge, A lot of Pinoy Bands: Teeth, Eraserheads, Kapatid, Urban dub, P.O.T., Wolfgang, Razorback, Cynthia Alexander, Barbie's Cradle etc..
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Disco, Boybands, Teen pop, Those annoying techno shit they play on noontime shows, Songs made by any All-Girl gyrating dance group from any noontime shows, Country, and most songs you hear playing on the bus..
Friday, January 02, 2004
The first day of 2004 was a wild one for me! Me, my dad and my bro Marc had to go to this police station in Quezon City coz some mental 30 year old fought with my bro in a starbucks there. He was really mental! Insisting that we couldnt do anything to him coz he was the nephew of Korina Sanchez(a newscaster here in the country). My bro started with a few shouts and insults and my dad was pushing and chocking him, then when he tried pushing my dad away, i kicked him in his abdomens to push him back then the police seperated us all. It was me, my dad, my bro, and a few cousins in the station. I even have pics of the mental nut case in my mobile to prove it! hahaha! anyway, its 4pm and i just got up. I'll continue this next time.
