Sunday, February 29, 2004
Friday, February 27, 2004
You are YOSHI!! You're green, you have a long
tounge, you're cute, you're funny...what's NOT
to love about you?
What Nintendo Charater are You? (pics)
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schizotypal
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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your asshole.
What swear word are you?
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Hahahaha!!! Im fucking bored!!! Maybe i should play futball now...
tounge, you're cute, you're funny...what's NOT
to love about you?
What Nintendo Charater are You? (pics)
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schizotypal
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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your asshole.
What swear word are you?
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Hahahaha!!! Im fucking bored!!! Maybe i should play futball now...
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Behind singing doors..
slippery dip dip sliding
plastic drip beep whip melting
purple honeys and phooey kazoos in this
irreverent tea party, what would you know?
triple scoop of this flip trip delight
cinnamon sunflower snowman
jolly olly toff this poignant tofu
my dear extrovert conveyor belt, do you wanna ride?
beatnut firecracker splash
insouciant this topcat blackjack
have a sip my cummerbund watermelon
privileged quarter, care for some more?
tangerine peppernickel morning dew drops
pennypinch me a tickleberry dry
my neon night sky reflection
kernite jelly eyes, why do you cry?
by: jeyps
I know y'all must think.. "What the fuck..?!" But its true meaning i hid thru subliminal phrases. You think you can figure it out? I'd like to see you try.. ;)
slippery dip dip sliding
plastic drip beep whip melting
purple honeys and phooey kazoos in this
irreverent tea party, what would you know?
triple scoop of this flip trip delight
cinnamon sunflower snowman
jolly olly toff this poignant tofu
my dear extrovert conveyor belt, do you wanna ride?
beatnut firecracker splash
insouciant this topcat blackjack
have a sip my cummerbund watermelon
privileged quarter, care for some more?
tangerine peppernickel morning dew drops
pennypinch me a tickleberry dry
my neon night sky reflection
kernite jelly eyes, why do you cry?
by: jeyps
I know y'all must think.. "What the fuck..?!" But its true meaning i hid thru subliminal phrases. You think you can figure it out? I'd like to see you try.. ;)
I played futball yesterday! I played futball yesterday! I played futball yesterday!! hahaha!! i still cant fucking believe it.. YOU wont fucking believe me! I already can kick! I even made this great penalty kick that went to the left far post! I DIDNT BELIEVE IT.. THEY DIDNT BELIEVE IT! but i did...!!! i thought i'd be pretty winded out after 3 mins of running.. BUT I WASNT! i had... fun. FUN! hahaha! i wanna play futball again!! i cant believe i said that.. YOU wont believe i said that! but i do...
kick off anyone??
kick off anyone??
Chances Are.....You ride this bus.
How special are you?
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Hah.. i dont ride that bus. I drive it.. hop in and take a spin with me!
Monday, February 23, 2004
Digital Love
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long
Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long
Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long
The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone
I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true
god damn.. i think i really need coffee now in the mornings. i dont know how long, but ive been constantly sleeping around 5 in the morning and getting up at around 7 am to bring my two brothers to school...
i tell you, its really hard to concentrate driving while battling with yourself to stay awake on the road! i keep slugging off and my eyes cant seem to stay open. i sometimes sleep during stop lights and ask my brother to wake me up when its a green light.
thats why i usually now drive thru mcdonalds and buy a sausage mcmuffin, large fries and COFFEE with lotsa shugah! to keep me up and wired enough for the long trip to my other brother's school and back home. if i dont get to pass by mickey d'z, i usually opt to pass by a gas station and buy some cigarettes and one of those iced coffee's that come in a tetra pack. thats good enough for me man.
hmmm, i seem to be getting used to sleeping in the computer room(my old room before i transfered to my room now), since my british aunt has been staying with us for 3 weeks now and is using my room. its not bad here actually, its really cold at night coz its windy and the pc's here. ive actually gotten used to sleeping without television.. odd, since i never thought it possible haha.
i do hope i get my car back from the shop today. i miss driving around in that thing. i guess it is true that sometimes you form an "emotional bond" with your car. i love my car! its brought me to so many places, road trips with her and some friends with our beer and good music playing, and of course, all the antics me and some friends commited inside her back in the past..
there are some stuff i do miss from television though.. i miss watching spongebob squarepants, invader zim, hey arnold, nba games, and those cooking shows on the lifestyle network!! wolfgang puck, ming tsai, molto mario or bobby flay, if any of you are reading this, please take me under your wing and make me your successor!! ill be a good student, promise!Ü hahaha!
its already 9:52 am!? oh shit, i gotta eat breakfast now!
*yawn..*
breakfast or sleep...???
*stomach grumbling..*
.....breakfast!!!!Ü
ciao!
i tell you, its really hard to concentrate driving while battling with yourself to stay awake on the road! i keep slugging off and my eyes cant seem to stay open. i sometimes sleep during stop lights and ask my brother to wake me up when its a green light.
thats why i usually now drive thru mcdonalds and buy a sausage mcmuffin, large fries and COFFEE with lotsa shugah! to keep me up and wired enough for the long trip to my other brother's school and back home. if i dont get to pass by mickey d'z, i usually opt to pass by a gas station and buy some cigarettes and one of those iced coffee's that come in a tetra pack. thats good enough for me man.
hmmm, i seem to be getting used to sleeping in the computer room(my old room before i transfered to my room now), since my british aunt has been staying with us for 3 weeks now and is using my room. its not bad here actually, its really cold at night coz its windy and the pc's here. ive actually gotten used to sleeping without television.. odd, since i never thought it possible haha.
i do hope i get my car back from the shop today. i miss driving around in that thing. i guess it is true that sometimes you form an "emotional bond" with your car. i love my car! its brought me to so many places, road trips with her and some friends with our beer and good music playing, and of course, all the antics me and some friends commited inside her back in the past..
there are some stuff i do miss from television though.. i miss watching spongebob squarepants, invader zim, hey arnold, nba games, and those cooking shows on the lifestyle network!! wolfgang puck, ming tsai, molto mario or bobby flay, if any of you are reading this, please take me under your wing and make me your successor!! ill be a good student, promise!Ü hahaha!
its already 9:52 am!? oh shit, i gotta eat breakfast now!
*yawn..*
breakfast or sleep...???
*stomach grumbling..*
.....breakfast!!!!Ü
ciao!
Saturday, February 21, 2004
4-3 only.. just 4-3. next time, ill be the 4. and you the 3. or 2. or 1. maybe even 0.. hahahaha! rematch!? =)
Friday, February 20, 2004
I have kissed honey lips
Ive felt the healing in her fingertips
Angels silenced as it burned like fire
And scorched in my soul a flame blue
As i feed and let grow this flame of desire
This purpose of now living for you
And for your love i ignore everything that i was told
Trivial pursuits i leave behind when the world starts to flood
And our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the zephyrs
Trampled in the dust of our own lust
Not too far I'll show you a place that appears
High on a desert plain above and beyond the clouds
Where still we can love without shrouds
Follow me in this journey across this bend
A love that surpasses even the end.
by: jeyps
Ive felt the healing in her fingertips
Angels silenced as it burned like fire
And scorched in my soul a flame blue
As i feed and let grow this flame of desire
This purpose of now living for you
And for your love i ignore everything that i was told
Trivial pursuits i leave behind when the world starts to flood
And our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the zephyrs
Trampled in the dust of our own lust
Not too far I'll show you a place that appears
High on a desert plain above and beyond the clouds
Where still we can love without shrouds
Follow me in this journey across this bend
A love that surpasses even the end.
by: jeyps
Thursday, February 19, 2004
A excerpt from an interview with Nick Bracegirdle, the mastermind behind "Chicane":
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Some of the most memorable gigs of Chicane's live history came with a show in Moscow's Red Square, and in Manila.
"That was lunacy!" recalls Nick, "That was great, just nuts. We were in this 200,000 capacity venue, really, really big. And the audience was cool, I think most of them were off their heads - a lot of vodka was drunk.... Then again they were positively sane compared to the crowd we played to in Manila. They've all completely lost the plot over there!"
Snippets from the event, Chicane: Live in Manila, above.
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How cool is that..? =)
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Some of the most memorable gigs of Chicane's live history came with a show in Moscow's Red Square, and in Manila.
"That was lunacy!" recalls Nick, "That was great, just nuts. We were in this 200,000 capacity venue, really, really big. And the audience was cool, I think most of them were off their heads - a lot of vodka was drunk.... Then again they were positively sane compared to the crowd we played to in Manila. They've all completely lost the plot over there!"
Snippets from the event, Chicane: Live in Manila, above.
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How cool is that..? =)
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
The weekend starts here..
Oh man! i really cant wait til this weekend! time to celebrate Tik's 22nd bday! he told me he's gonna be renting a room at the El Paso Inn in Tagaytay..oh yeah! cool mountain air, and goodvibes are gonna be with us once again! i cant wait to see if this weekend will top the "new years" celebration we had there last year wherein we all partied! we shall soon see!
im bored!!! cant really, really wait for the weekend!
"i'ma sing the doo doo song now! do doo do dooo doo doo do doo doooooo......."
ciao!
Oh man! i really cant wait til this weekend! time to celebrate Tik's 22nd bday! he told me he's gonna be renting a room at the El Paso Inn in Tagaytay..oh yeah! cool mountain air, and goodvibes are gonna be with us once again! i cant wait to see if this weekend will top the "new years" celebration we had there last year wherein we all partied! we shall soon see!
im bored!!! cant really, really wait for the weekend!
"i'ma sing the doo doo song now! do doo do dooo doo doo do doo doooooo......."
ciao!
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
New look for my blog!
Finally! this blog gets a face lift! nothing fancy yet.. im still planing to add some stuff up, but it'll be light additions to keep the blog looking simple. man, its already 5:08am! cant believe i spent all night testing and re-testing different looks for this thing. anyway to explain the title, the in sound from way out. i actually got this name from the title of an old Beastie Boys album. hey, im a music junkie afterall. hehe. anyway it was just right since now i can describe all my posts in this way. the "in sounds" are my posts that recall experiences or just plain story-telling my escapades, adventures, mis-adventures, gimiks, roadtrips, and your what nots. the "way-out sounds" are my posts of lyrics, spaced-out ideas, dreams, fantasies, and my lost in the moment writings like poetry and shit. im still searching for a great background that'll fit with my blog and my ideas though.. hmmm. where to start looking.
oh one question.. does the new font make it hard to read the posts?
*yawn* i better get some sleep now. its gonna be daylight soon. and i hafta bring my brothers to school! damn! there goes sleeping.. mmm, i think ill pass by mcdonalds before bringing my bro to school. i have a craving for a sausage mcmuffin! *drools..*
g'nite/g'morning.
music and life!
ciao!
Finally! this blog gets a face lift! nothing fancy yet.. im still planing to add some stuff up, but it'll be light additions to keep the blog looking simple. man, its already 5:08am! cant believe i spent all night testing and re-testing different looks for this thing. anyway to explain the title, the in sound from way out. i actually got this name from the title of an old Beastie Boys album. hey, im a music junkie afterall. hehe. anyway it was just right since now i can describe all my posts in this way. the "in sounds" are my posts that recall experiences or just plain story-telling my escapades, adventures, mis-adventures, gimiks, roadtrips, and your what nots. the "way-out sounds" are my posts of lyrics, spaced-out ideas, dreams, fantasies, and my lost in the moment writings like poetry and shit. im still searching for a great background that'll fit with my blog and my ideas though.. hmmm. where to start looking.
oh one question.. does the new font make it hard to read the posts?
*yawn* i better get some sleep now. its gonna be daylight soon. and i hafta bring my brothers to school! damn! there goes sleeping.. mmm, i think ill pass by mcdonalds before bringing my bro to school. i have a craving for a sausage mcmuffin! *drools..*
g'nite/g'morning.
music and life!
ciao!
Monday, February 16, 2004
One day
One day i do wish to be with you
Hold your hand in mine
Maybe watch the night time sky
One day.
One day i do wish to tell you exactly how i feel
How much you bring meaning to my life
For you have become my soul
One day.
One day i will hold you close
And whisper in your ear how much i love you
And smile as you say you love me back
One day.
One day we will have our differences
Disagree and fight on certain issues
And say sorry to each other for we love each other too much
One day.
One day we will forever be with one another
Grow old together and watch life and time pass us by
Hand in hand, hearts intertwined, souls united
One day.
One day isnt enough to tell you how much i love you
I could just spend the day in your arms
And stare into your eyes as we smile at each other
One day.
One day isnt enough to say i love you
To cherish each moment we will share
Is spending a lifetime with you
A lifetime..
A lifetime with you i look forward to.
A lifetime with you.
One day...
by: jeyps
One day i do wish to be with you
Hold your hand in mine
Maybe watch the night time sky
One day.
One day i do wish to tell you exactly how i feel
How much you bring meaning to my life
For you have become my soul
One day.
One day i will hold you close
And whisper in your ear how much i love you
And smile as you say you love me back
One day.
One day we will have our differences
Disagree and fight on certain issues
And say sorry to each other for we love each other too much
One day.
One day we will forever be with one another
Grow old together and watch life and time pass us by
Hand in hand, hearts intertwined, souls united
One day.
One day isnt enough to tell you how much i love you
I could just spend the day in your arms
And stare into your eyes as we smile at each other
One day.
One day isnt enough to say i love you
To cherish each moment we will share
Is spending a lifetime with you
A lifetime..
A lifetime with you i look forward to.
A lifetime with you.
One day...
by: jeyps
Saturday, February 14, 2004
My Thoughts, My Love
Silhouette, of a perfect frame,
Shadows of your smile, will always remain
Beginners love, it soon fades away
But we go on..
I will because you know
As long as i live, you will be my
First and only true love.
Because you have touched my heart in your own way
And if I could go back in time to that day
When we met, and do it all over
I'd choose you again for you have become
My love, my heart, my soul, my life, my being.
-Pumpkin pie-
~mmm pie... *drools* =Þ
Silhouette, of a perfect frame,
Shadows of your smile, will always remain
Beginners love, it soon fades away
But we go on..
I will because you know
As long as i live, you will be my
First and only true love.
Because you have touched my heart in your own way
And if I could go back in time to that day
When we met, and do it all over
I'd choose you again for you have become
My love, my heart, my soul, my life, my being.
-Pumpkin pie-
~mmm pie... *drools* =Þ
Happy valentines day to those i love. Ü
Here's to spending every moment you have with the one you love like its valentines everyday..Ü
Here's to spending every moment you have with the one you love like its valentines everyday..Ü
Friday, February 13, 2004
Oh my love, i say
Do you ever dream of
Candy coated rain drops?
Do you ever dream of
Candy coated rain drops?
Thursday, February 12, 2004
SUGGESTIONS PLEASE!!
Ok, valentines is near.. besides roses(thats so commercialized), what else can i get? ok.. besides tulips?? i know jack shit about flowers, i only pick the pretty ones.Ü so suggestions are most welcome..
Ok, valentines is near.. besides roses(thats so commercialized), what else can i get? ok.. besides tulips?? i know jack shit about flowers, i only pick the pretty ones.Ü so suggestions are most welcome..
Monday, February 09, 2004
From the pages of the Philippine Daily Inquirer, Sunday 8th of February 2004:
Palace: What election poster?
WHAT campaign posters?
Malacanang has decided to play dumb regarding a rule on early campaigning for the May 10 elections.
Presidential spokesperson Ignacio Bunye yesterday insisted that the posters and billboards with President Macapagal-Arroyo’s face sprouting all over Metro Manila are not campaign pitches for the President. They simply feature her programs beneficial to the people.
They are part of the “information campaign on governance activities and accomplishments... it is unfair for development-oriented information materials to be lumped up with campaign materials”, Bunye said, adding that efforts were under way to remove them.
He issued the statement after the Comelec(Commission on Elections) asked Ms Macapagal to explain her violation of the rules against campaigning ahead of the authorized campaign period which begins on Tuesday, 10th of February.
Presidential aspirant Raul Roco dared the Comelec to charge Ms Macapagal, whom he said was using government resources to promote her candidacy.
“The Office of the President is prepared to answer the issue of premature campaigning in the proper forum.”, Bunye said.
However, Bunye did not specify what these “development-oriented information materials” are.
-->Good grief!! Does the President think we are dumb enough to believe this load of crap!?!? God damn GMA the campaign whore!! Using government money to campaign her presidential bid earlier than the authorized campaign period rather than put the money to good use, like educational development or investing in agriculture! Does GMA actually think we, the people, are stupid enough to believe her excuse of the posters and billboards not being campaign materials, but feature her programs beneficial to the people?! If thats not campaigning, then what is?! Oh please, we are not stupid little monkeys that you can fool easily, Madam President. Come the elections this May, i will be SMART enough to not vote for your sorry ass!!
Palace: What election poster?
WHAT campaign posters?
Malacanang has decided to play dumb regarding a rule on early campaigning for the May 10 elections.
Presidential spokesperson Ignacio Bunye yesterday insisted that the posters and billboards with President Macapagal-Arroyo’s face sprouting all over Metro Manila are not campaign pitches for the President. They simply feature her programs beneficial to the people.
They are part of the “information campaign on governance activities and accomplishments... it is unfair for development-oriented information materials to be lumped up with campaign materials”, Bunye said, adding that efforts were under way to remove them.
He issued the statement after the Comelec(Commission on Elections) asked Ms Macapagal to explain her violation of the rules against campaigning ahead of the authorized campaign period which begins on Tuesday, 10th of February.
Presidential aspirant Raul Roco dared the Comelec to charge Ms Macapagal, whom he said was using government resources to promote her candidacy.
“The Office of the President is prepared to answer the issue of premature campaigning in the proper forum.”, Bunye said.
However, Bunye did not specify what these “development-oriented information materials” are.
-->Good grief!! Does the President think we are dumb enough to believe this load of crap!?!? God damn GMA the campaign whore!! Using government money to campaign her presidential bid earlier than the authorized campaign period rather than put the money to good use, like educational development or investing in agriculture! Does GMA actually think we, the people, are stupid enough to believe her excuse of the posters and billboards not being campaign materials, but feature her programs beneficial to the people?! If thats not campaigning, then what is?! Oh please, we are not stupid little monkeys that you can fool easily, Madam President. Come the elections this May, i will be SMART enough to not vote for your sorry ass!!
Sunday, February 08, 2004
SADATAY NIGHT!
For Saturday night, we all stayed in primo’s house and had a blast just drinking and having boisterous fun. It was great having everybody together again in one place just enjoying the alcohol induced buzz. One absolut citron vodka, one gilbeys vodka, one strawberry mudslide and one bubble gum flavored lambanog. Damn! What a combination! We incurred two casualties actualy. Javi and guion couldnt hold down their liquor and felt best that they showed everyone what they had for dinner, ergo they blew their chunks off. With guion being the first victim, puking his guts out in the garden, and javi following short after first puking in the bathroom then lying down in the garden of primo, alternating puking with “stargazing”! hahahaha! What a blast! I fucking hated this game we played though called, 1-7-11. Its some game for those who wanna get drunk fast, obviously made by drunks. Primo kept picking on me since he was protecting audrey haha and i ended up having a lot of shots of lambanog. Fucking a man! It doesnt really get you drunk, it more or less just hurts your head!! Oh, big thanks to guion and keenan for sponsoring the vodka’s! I cant wait to get fucked up with these shitheads again at the beach! Hahaha! Oh yeah, thanks to audrey for the pasta! Yum! Going home after, me and my friend sieg brought home our friend nikoh in sieg's Accord and migz was bringing home javi in his Del Sol coupe. We actually held a drag wherein the Accord of sieg was up against the souped up CRX Del Sol of migz. It was pretty close until it reached second gear where the Del Sol clearly had the edge. One powerful car that packs a punch! It was wild though that while dragging around the curves of Country Club Drive, migz lost control of the Del Sol and it actually fish tailed in front of us. Good thing sieg anticipated this and the brakes of the Accord was strong. If not, we wouldve rammed straight into the side of the Del Sol!! Javi reacted briefly, regaining concsiousnes and saying, "he didnt want to ride with migz!!" Hahahah! He was probably scared sober!!
Anyway, today we’re gonna be keeping the labrador of my aunt at the house for awhile i guess. That means two dogs at home now. Two labradors to be exact. Ah yes, my dog spike, now has someone to spend valentines day with! Hahaha! Hope we get a lot of puppies!!! I love puppies!
Ciao!
For Saturday night, we all stayed in primo’s house and had a blast just drinking and having boisterous fun. It was great having everybody together again in one place just enjoying the alcohol induced buzz. One absolut citron vodka, one gilbeys vodka, one strawberry mudslide and one bubble gum flavored lambanog. Damn! What a combination! We incurred two casualties actualy. Javi and guion couldnt hold down their liquor and felt best that they showed everyone what they had for dinner, ergo they blew their chunks off. With guion being the first victim, puking his guts out in the garden, and javi following short after first puking in the bathroom then lying down in the garden of primo, alternating puking with “stargazing”! hahahaha! What a blast! I fucking hated this game we played though called, 1-7-11. Its some game for those who wanna get drunk fast, obviously made by drunks. Primo kept picking on me since he was protecting audrey haha and i ended up having a lot of shots of lambanog. Fucking a man! It doesnt really get you drunk, it more or less just hurts your head!! Oh, big thanks to guion and keenan for sponsoring the vodka’s! I cant wait to get fucked up with these shitheads again at the beach! Hahaha! Oh yeah, thanks to audrey for the pasta! Yum! Going home after, me and my friend sieg brought home our friend nikoh in sieg's Accord and migz was bringing home javi in his Del Sol coupe. We actually held a drag wherein the Accord of sieg was up against the souped up CRX Del Sol of migz. It was pretty close until it reached second gear where the Del Sol clearly had the edge. One powerful car that packs a punch! It was wild though that while dragging around the curves of Country Club Drive, migz lost control of the Del Sol and it actually fish tailed in front of us. Good thing sieg anticipated this and the brakes of the Accord was strong. If not, we wouldve rammed straight into the side of the Del Sol!! Javi reacted briefly, regaining concsiousnes and saying, "he didnt want to ride with migz!!" Hahahah! He was probably scared sober!!
Anyway, today we’re gonna be keeping the labrador of my aunt at the house for awhile i guess. That means two dogs at home now. Two labradors to be exact. Ah yes, my dog spike, now has someone to spend valentines day with! Hahaha! Hope we get a lot of puppies!!! I love puppies!
Ciao!
Saturday, February 07, 2004
Two jumps in a week,
I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy.
Flying on your motorcycle,
watching all the ground beneath you drop.
You'd kill yourself for recognition,
kill yourself to never ever stop.
You broke another mirror,
you're turning into something you are not.
Drying up in conversaton,
you will be the one who cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces,
you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you,
when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you.
You will be the one screaming out.
I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy.
Flying on your motorcycle,
watching all the ground beneath you drop.
You'd kill yourself for recognition,
kill yourself to never ever stop.
You broke another mirror,
you're turning into something you are not.
Drying up in conversaton,
you will be the one who cannot talk.
All your insides fall to pieces,
you just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you,
when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you.
You will be the one screaming out.
Friday, February 06, 2004
Music on: Rage Against the Machine - Killing In The Name
"Fuck you i wont do what you tell me!!"
-> GOD DAMN DAY! on my way home from school, i was already on MY street, a few feet away from MY house when the driver from this house near mine was backing up and was OBVIOUSLY not looking backed up into the side of my car as i passed by!! PUTANG INA!!! the first thing he said as we went down our cars was that, "it was my fault and i was going fast!" MY FUCKING FAULT???? GOING FAST??? FUCK YOU!!!!! it got me screaming and shouting because my speed was around 20 kph, not over 30 kph mind you, and i was almost past him when i saw that he was still backing up so i honked my horn hard and next thing i knew, i got hit on the right side of my car, the doors to be exact, by his left rear bumper. i got down from the car immediately and surveyed the damage to my car and started talking to him saying, "pare naman eh, di ka tumitingin paatras ka!(why werent you looking, you were backing up!)" w/c he then replied with a quick, "kasalanan mo kasi eh, ang bilis ng takbo mo!(its your fault, you were going too fast!)" which really got me pissed!!! how the hell could it have been my fault!? i had the right of way!!! check out the damage to our cars, its evident that it was his god damn fault!! if i was indeed going fast, the damage to my car shoudlve either been the front right side of my car or the rear right side of my car.. or if i was going fast, no accident wouldve occured in the first place! during the time that the police were there to file a report, they were calming me down coz the driver just wouldnt stop on how "kids nowadays drive recklessly and shit.." still trying to pin the fact it was my fault!!! i could even hear the construction workers a few meters away from us laughing and shouting that it was the drivers fault and that i had the right of way. they laughed how the driver was trying to save his ass, especially since his boss, the homeowner, arrived and asked him what had happened. it was a lucky thing that theyre friends of my mom and nothing will happen actually. accidents do happen. it was a matter of rotten timing this afternoon. it was no ones fault(it was his! it was his!), but i do wish that we couldve talked more properly and not start arguing on whose fault it was. now i have to go and have the damage to my car estimated tomorrow for the insurance. what a fucked up start to the weekend! ay yi yi! my dads gonna kill me when he gets back from san francisco this sunday!
"Fuck you i wont do what you tell me!!"
-> GOD DAMN DAY! on my way home from school, i was already on MY street, a few feet away from MY house when the driver from this house near mine was backing up and was OBVIOUSLY not looking backed up into the side of my car as i passed by!! PUTANG INA!!! the first thing he said as we went down our cars was that, "it was my fault and i was going fast!" MY FUCKING FAULT???? GOING FAST??? FUCK YOU!!!!! it got me screaming and shouting because my speed was around 20 kph, not over 30 kph mind you, and i was almost past him when i saw that he was still backing up so i honked my horn hard and next thing i knew, i got hit on the right side of my car, the doors to be exact, by his left rear bumper. i got down from the car immediately and surveyed the damage to my car and started talking to him saying, "pare naman eh, di ka tumitingin paatras ka!(why werent you looking, you were backing up!)" w/c he then replied with a quick, "kasalanan mo kasi eh, ang bilis ng takbo mo!(its your fault, you were going too fast!)" which really got me pissed!!! how the hell could it have been my fault!? i had the right of way!!! check out the damage to our cars, its evident that it was his god damn fault!! if i was indeed going fast, the damage to my car shoudlve either been the front right side of my car or the rear right side of my car.. or if i was going fast, no accident wouldve occured in the first place! during the time that the police were there to file a report, they were calming me down coz the driver just wouldnt stop on how "kids nowadays drive recklessly and shit.." still trying to pin the fact it was my fault!!! i could even hear the construction workers a few meters away from us laughing and shouting that it was the drivers fault and that i had the right of way. they laughed how the driver was trying to save his ass, especially since his boss, the homeowner, arrived and asked him what had happened. it was a lucky thing that theyre friends of my mom and nothing will happen actually. accidents do happen. it was a matter of rotten timing this afternoon. it was no ones fault(it was his! it was his!), but i do wish that we couldve talked more properly and not start arguing on whose fault it was. now i have to go and have the damage to my car estimated tomorrow for the insurance. what a fucked up start to the weekend! ay yi yi! my dads gonna kill me when he gets back from san francisco this sunday!
12:37 am...
Music on: Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine
"Ecstacy is all you need, living in the big machine.. now"
->God damn lyrics!! i just got a message from my friend bianca that she just dropped and is partee-ing with her friends. thats just so fucking nice. she did have to get me jealous huh?!? damn, i miss partee-ing. i love the vibe.. everybody feels happy and good about themselves and everything else in general. no enemies, no bad vibes, everyones your friend. damn bianx, did u hafta really make me inggit by telling me your partee-ing and just waiting for your hit?!?! hahahaha thanks a lot! damn, it sure beats what im doing now, drinking the beer my mom gave me to finish. a tall glass of beer actually. theres something about drinking alone that just doesnt jive with me.. theres nothing like drinking with your friends and having a great time, just having a few laughs and enjoying the buzz with everyone else. fuck, i hate being under house arrest!!! in the words of fredie mercury, "i got to break free!!"
At least there has been a "rainbow" you might say to all the dark clouds ive had these past few days. a reason to smile you might say. it makes me smile just thinking about it now...Ü oh that reminds me, i musnt forget to go to bellevue on the 13th to catch the show. must be there. must be there. must be there.
Hmm.. someone just missed call my cell. guess thats it for now. til the next episode.
Music. Life. "Happiness is lifes natural ecstacy." i should remember that.
12:45 am
Music on: Jack Johnson - Flake
Music on: Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine
"Ecstacy is all you need, living in the big machine.. now"
->God damn lyrics!! i just got a message from my friend bianca that she just dropped and is partee-ing with her friends. thats just so fucking nice. she did have to get me jealous huh?!? damn, i miss partee-ing. i love the vibe.. everybody feels happy and good about themselves and everything else in general. no enemies, no bad vibes, everyones your friend. damn bianx, did u hafta really make me inggit by telling me your partee-ing and just waiting for your hit?!?! hahahaha thanks a lot! damn, it sure beats what im doing now, drinking the beer my mom gave me to finish. a tall glass of beer actually. theres something about drinking alone that just doesnt jive with me.. theres nothing like drinking with your friends and having a great time, just having a few laughs and enjoying the buzz with everyone else. fuck, i hate being under house arrest!!! in the words of fredie mercury, "i got to break free!!"
At least there has been a "rainbow" you might say to all the dark clouds ive had these past few days. a reason to smile you might say. it makes me smile just thinking about it now...Ü oh that reminds me, i musnt forget to go to bellevue on the 13th to catch the show. must be there. must be there. must be there.
Hmm.. someone just missed call my cell. guess thats it for now. til the next episode.
Music. Life. "Happiness is lifes natural ecstacy." i should remember that.
12:45 am
Music on: Jack Johnson - Flake
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Lost in the moment once more..
have i reached my peak?
in this life i have barely traveled fifty feet
and yet along the way answers to questions i do seek
on how i know im goin the right way
maybe in time ill find that answer but until that day
i still yearn to express my distress thru prepositions
to these questions that are repeated mistakes and strife
and fulfill my destiny and what i was meant for in this life
until that day....
have i reached my peak?
in this life i have barely traveled fifty feet
and yet along the way answers to questions i do seek
on how i know im goin the right way
maybe in time ill find that answer but until that day
i still yearn to express my distress thru prepositions
to these questions that are repeated mistakes and strife
and fulfill my destiny and what i was meant for in this life
until that day....
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Ive totally gone and did it. i finally admited to my parents my trouble with school. it wasnt easy, but i did it. its not bad actually, a biiiiiig load off my back. its been my burden and problem for so long, living a lie with the guilt riding shotgun with me. i had to fess up sooner or later. now was the perfect time i guess, i didnt want to prolong the stupidity anyway. correction: MY stupidity. i actually think that feeling of guilt was holding me back from really enjoying the company of my friends when we go out. it was like having fun, but undeserved fun. so there was always a dark billowy shadow lurking behind me, serving as a constant reminder of my errant ways. now that i look back on it.. i shouldve told them about all this earlier. maybe things wouldve been different by now. fuck it. life is full of: maybe's, what if's, shouldve, wouldve, couldve.. theres no point in looking back and regreting about it. it wont change anything. one must never live in the past but live in the now with a good look at tomorrow. a new day dawns in my life. a new chapter opens, nay, a new book written. a script yet to be drawn up. i have but plenty tomorrows to rewrite that new book of my life...
Fin.
Fin.
Monday, February 02, 2004
I feel like total crap now.. it all started last night at around 3am i think. i talked to Alex from like 12:30am til 3 something am.. i kept coughing the whole time. then i was aghast as i coughed up blood a few times. thats when Alex told me to get some rest so i did. then out of nowhere i woke up around 4:30am i think with the urge to almost puke my guts out.. didnt happen that time but after like about 10 mins, i did end up puking. felt really bad.. i also had to bring my brother to school at around 7:30am and the whole time i was driving i wanted so bad to lie down and take it easy. i was dizzy, my chest felt soo tight and my tummy was like a blender. i havent eaten ANYTHING today as everytime i take a bite of something, i feel like hurling it back out into the world.. damn this sucks..
POST WEEKEND:
Friday night was a blast. me and the guys went up to Tagaytay Highlands and drank there. beer, wine and vodka. what a combo eh? it was a great night of quips and one liners. i remember going up Tagaytay that my friend Cocoy told me to "pick up the pace, man" coz i was going to slow. then i retorted by saying "im a safe driver, man!" followed up with a long chug of the beer i was drinking. Vic realized the irony of the situation and started laughing his ass off. so did i actually when i realized it. hahaha! long live the god of denim, levistrauss! hahaha! dancing denims in the dark! wild..
Saturday night i decided to stay home. i actually fell asleep early that night since i didnt get much sleep from friday night.
MUST WATCH MOVIE: School of Rock starring Jack Black! this movie is fucking hillarious!
Thats all.
POST WEEKEND:
Friday night was a blast. me and the guys went up to Tagaytay Highlands and drank there. beer, wine and vodka. what a combo eh? it was a great night of quips and one liners. i remember going up Tagaytay that my friend Cocoy told me to "pick up the pace, man" coz i was going to slow. then i retorted by saying "im a safe driver, man!" followed up with a long chug of the beer i was drinking. Vic realized the irony of the situation and started laughing his ass off. so did i actually when i realized it. hahaha! long live the god of denim, levistrauss! hahaha! dancing denims in the dark! wild..
Saturday night i decided to stay home. i actually fell asleep early that night since i didnt get much sleep from friday night.
MUST WATCH MOVIE: School of Rock starring Jack Black! this movie is fucking hillarious!
Thats all.
