Friday, May 28, 2004
I HATE IT WHEN:
-some girl calls you and drops the line(missed call..) expecting you to call back. the fuck!? you expect me to chase after you guys?! hell no.. people who do that are a nuisance!!!(except for my close friends..hehe!=Þ)
-some girls think that when your all nice to them, they think of it as "sweet" and that you like em.. the hell?! dont jump to conclusions please!! i already have someone on my mind from waaay back in july!!Ü
-girls call you, then drop the line, and when you call them back they say shit like, "so why'd you call?"!! what the fuck is up with that?! what? you trying to impress the people your with at that time that you have these guys calling you up?! get a life! bitch, please!!!
-this girl keeps calling only to drop the call after like ringing for a second, and keeps doing that for the next ten minutes!!! I DONT HAVE CREDITS!!!! if i did, i would've texted you to "shut the fuck up, and stop bugging me!!!!"
-some girl calls you and drops the line(missed call..) expecting you to call back. the fuck!? you expect me to chase after you guys?! hell no.. people who do that are a nuisance!!!(except for my close friends..hehe!=Þ)
-some girls think that when your all nice to them, they think of it as "sweet" and that you like em.. the hell?! dont jump to conclusions please!! i already have someone on my mind from waaay back in july!!Ü
-girls call you, then drop the line, and when you call them back they say shit like, "so why'd you call?"!! what the fuck is up with that?! what? you trying to impress the people your with at that time that you have these guys calling you up?! get a life! bitch, please!!!
-this girl keeps calling only to drop the call after like ringing for a second, and keeps doing that for the next ten minutes!!! I DONT HAVE CREDITS!!!! if i did, i would've texted you to "shut the fuck up, and stop bugging me!!!!"
Thursday, May 27, 2004
CONGRATS F.C. PORTO!!!!!!!! UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE 2003-2004 CHAMPS!!!
Riding the waves of Consciousness
Hear me out and take these words to
Taste, and then swallow me
You're chasing impossibility you see
Coz you're level if your able to follow me
Quality for quantity, and I make no apology
For linking my thinking with computer technology
Coz this is like a modern day hymn
For the new church, I praise and
I try and search for the truth
Yet I found a hole in the truth, everyday i learn
I'm uncouth, yes sir I’m guilty
For I have wasted time around the streets of my university
I’m outside looking in, where I learn to earn
Even in times of adversity
And I will find it easy when you're out on hard time
Petite crimes, I hear screams sometimes
But now I'm inclined to find
A fresh direction, perhaps
A vindication coming straight from the heart
I’m not a mystic, I’m quite optimistic
My views are realistic, simplistic
One special brew and I will get pissed quick
But I do get sick, so I avoid it all the more
For I know I wont find peace of mind
Rolling around on the floor
The point I come across to make
Is that the mistake is to take
Without giving from within
But I do know how I'm living
I'm alright, I'm looking after myself
And I'm aware I could never place wealth before my spirit
For I do feel its unhealthy
I can tell the devil creeps around us so stealthily
Till you get bold, yet why do we still rush for the gold?
And before we realize it we're much older
And its already much colder, a pity it's too late
for our soul has already been sold…
by:jeyps
Hear me out and take these words to
Taste, and then swallow me
You're chasing impossibility you see
Coz you're level if your able to follow me
Quality for quantity, and I make no apology
For linking my thinking with computer technology
Coz this is like a modern day hymn
For the new church, I praise and
I try and search for the truth
Yet I found a hole in the truth, everyday i learn
I'm uncouth, yes sir I’m guilty
For I have wasted time around the streets of my university
I’m outside looking in, where I learn to earn
Even in times of adversity
And I will find it easy when you're out on hard time
Petite crimes, I hear screams sometimes
But now I'm inclined to find
A fresh direction, perhaps
A vindication coming straight from the heart
I’m not a mystic, I’m quite optimistic
My views are realistic, simplistic
One special brew and I will get pissed quick
But I do get sick, so I avoid it all the more
For I know I wont find peace of mind
Rolling around on the floor
The point I come across to make
Is that the mistake is to take
Without giving from within
But I do know how I'm living
I'm alright, I'm looking after myself
And I'm aware I could never place wealth before my spirit
For I do feel its unhealthy
I can tell the devil creeps around us so stealthily
Till you get bold, yet why do we still rush for the gold?
And before we realize it we're much older
And its already much colder, a pity it's too late
for our soul has already been sold…
by:
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
6 am.. and i just got home! i wasnt expecting to go out last night(tuesday). i mean, i already hanged out at home with sab, sieg, cocoy and mariya. so i was surprised when my friend fez called me around 1 am, because these girls we met in puerto galera wanted to hang out and drink. i didnt really want to go since i already had a bad case of cough and colds, but i owed my friend fez a lot, so i couldnt turn him down. damn.. but it was ok though. i was with migz, fez and the two girls, denise and rizzy. we drank the bottle of wine that fez brought which really was crap, 4.5% alcohol?! fuck, a bottle of san miguel light had more alocohol content at 5%!! it tasted like a milder welch grape juice!! almost sweet enough to be something that came from kool-aid!! the goodvibe we got from talking was disrupted though when my dad and mom called me around 5 am(dad had an early flight, while my mom just came home from a wake) screaming where i was, and where my brother marc was. they didnt really get pissed about me not being at home, but they were pissed of the fact that i didnt know my younger brother wasnt at home. that idiot is such a fucking headache!! god damn!!! what a way to start your wednesday!!
i still havent watched shrek 2.. its one of my top priorities now and i have to see it sometime within this week. im sure its guaranteed to keep me laughing till the end! haha! i cant wait!
its game three of the lakers-twolves series later.. i hope the lakers win! oh, and early tomorrow morning its the uefa champions league final! i have my money on porto winning that one!! lets go lakers and porto!!!!
i need to get a few hours of sleep now. so im out. later..
i still havent watched shrek 2.. its one of my top priorities now and i have to see it sometime within this week. im sure its guaranteed to keep me laughing till the end! haha! i cant wait!
its game three of the lakers-twolves series later.. i hope the lakers win! oh, and early tomorrow morning its the uefa champions league final! i have my money on porto winning that one!! lets go lakers and porto!!!!
i need to get a few hours of sleep now. so im out. later..
Monday, May 24, 2004
Oh Boy Oh Boy Oh Boy!!!!=)
My Aunt Rose seems keen on buying us an SUV! Oh yeah!!!!! Woooohoooo!!=)
My Aunt Rose seems keen on buying us an SUV! Oh yeah!!!!! Woooohoooo!!=)
Sunday, May 23, 2004
the sky at dawn this morning was purple. cool.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Lucid Dreams..
there's one thing i noticed about dreaming.. its weird but when someone or something tries to wake me up, like an alarm clock or person calling you, or maybe someone calling you on your cell phone, i swear i hear their sound while i dream and can actually visualize the sound in my dream. but it doesnt always exactly match the "thing" that wakes me up.. like for example, when my brother tries to wake me up, but in my dream, its another person thats calling me and telling me to get up. weird huh? i actually want to practice doing lucid dreams where in you are aware that you are in a dream, and you can do whatever it is you want, like fly or if you want a person to show up, all you have to do is think of it happening. kinda like the movie, "vanilla skies". near the end of the movie, tom cruise is talking to this person who tells him that he's cryogenicaly frozen and he's inside a dream. when he finally realizes it, anything he thinks or wishes for, happens. like when he thought of his psychiatrist showing up suddenly while they talk on the roof top, or when he wished to see penelope cruz one last time before he decides to wake up. i have heard that the first step to achieving control of lucid dreams is to focus on something really hard in a dream, and making it happen. like turning a light switch on, focusing on your hands or the face of a person. usually with me, in my dreams i am aware of who im with and talking to, but their faces arent exactly clear.. like waking up and saying, "hey, i dreamt of so and so", but cant actually picture what they looked like in your dream. a known fact also, is that you cannot read anything in dreams. letters and numbers are fuzzy. you cant read clocks, books, etc.. maybe its also applied to the fact that you cant perfectly picture the person you are with in that dream. you just have this feeling for sure that it is him or her. crazy cool right?! im gonna be watching Van Helsing in awhile with some friends, so i'm gonna close this post with an excerpt of BT's song, Dreaming:
"No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming
Walk with me,
The future's at hand.
Here with us,
Here where we stand.
We both know the power of pain,
We get back up and start it again.
With new hope, no place for tears,
Leave behind those frozen years.
Come with me and we'll go dreaming..
With new hope, no place for tears.
Catch my hand and come with me.
Close your eyes and dream.."
there's one thing i noticed about dreaming.. its weird but when someone or something tries to wake me up, like an alarm clock or person calling you, or maybe someone calling you on your cell phone, i swear i hear their sound while i dream and can actually visualize the sound in my dream. but it doesnt always exactly match the "thing" that wakes me up.. like for example, when my brother tries to wake me up, but in my dream, its another person thats calling me and telling me to get up. weird huh? i actually want to practice doing lucid dreams where in you are aware that you are in a dream, and you can do whatever it is you want, like fly or if you want a person to show up, all you have to do is think of it happening. kinda like the movie, "vanilla skies". near the end of the movie, tom cruise is talking to this person who tells him that he's cryogenicaly frozen and he's inside a dream. when he finally realizes it, anything he thinks or wishes for, happens. like when he thought of his psychiatrist showing up suddenly while they talk on the roof top, or when he wished to see penelope cruz one last time before he decides to wake up. i have heard that the first step to achieving control of lucid dreams is to focus on something really hard in a dream, and making it happen. like turning a light switch on, focusing on your hands or the face of a person. usually with me, in my dreams i am aware of who im with and talking to, but their faces arent exactly clear.. like waking up and saying, "hey, i dreamt of so and so", but cant actually picture what they looked like in your dream. a known fact also, is that you cannot read anything in dreams. letters and numbers are fuzzy. you cant read clocks, books, etc.. maybe its also applied to the fact that you cant perfectly picture the person you are with in that dream. you just have this feeling for sure that it is him or her. crazy cool right?! im gonna be watching Van Helsing in awhile with some friends, so i'm gonna close this post with an excerpt of BT's song, Dreaming:
"No words, no talk.
We'll go dreaming
No pain, no hurt.
We'll go dreaming
Walk with me,
The future's at hand.
Here with us,
Here where we stand.
We both know the power of pain,
We get back up and start it again.
With new hope, no place for tears,
Leave behind those frozen years.
Come with me and we'll go dreaming..
With new hope, no place for tears.
Catch my hand and come with me.
Close your eyes and dream.."
The Battle for Dreams..
3:08 am.. still awake. maybe its my brother and cousin smoking up and moving around the house, laughing and making noise. maybe its spike's barking outside. maybe its the music i'm playing now. whatever it is, its been this way for a few days now. with me waking up and bringing my bro to school around 8 am. tiring? no shit sherlock.. besides bringing my bro to school tomorrow, i also have to drive my dad to the airport around lunch time. so it throws away this cycle i have of sleeping right before lunch until around 3 pm. no siesta's later i guess.. fuck! i'm gonna be moving around like a zombie again tomorrow.. i wish i had some of my mom's sleeping pills. they're strong enough to put anyone to sleep in minutes!! it being a 25 mg tab and all!! fuck it, i'm gonna try and fall asleep again. later..
3:08 am.. still awake. maybe its my brother and cousin smoking up and moving around the house, laughing and making noise. maybe its spike's barking outside. maybe its the music i'm playing now. whatever it is, its been this way for a few days now. with me waking up and bringing my bro to school around 8 am. tiring? no shit sherlock.. besides bringing my bro to school tomorrow, i also have to drive my dad to the airport around lunch time. so it throws away this cycle i have of sleeping right before lunch until around 3 pm. no siesta's later i guess.. fuck! i'm gonna be moving around like a zombie again tomorrow.. i wish i had some of my mom's sleeping pills. they're strong enough to put anyone to sleep in minutes!! it being a 25 mg tab and all!! fuck it, i'm gonna try and fall asleep again. later..
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
well.. this is it. the last day that i'll have my room for a looong time. my british aunt will be staying with us while her mansion at the new ayala estates land in batangas is being built. i have no power to complain about losing my room anyway, and its ok that my aunt stays here long. she helps out by chipping in with paying the bills. i can almost hear her asking me again, "john, so have you decided if you want to study in sheffield yet?". honestly, yes. i'd rather stay here in the Philippines. i wouldnt trade the warmth and the beaches of this archipelago that i love, for the bleak and gloomy weather of the UK. not to mention all the pale looking people there. at least my mom has company to talk to again. she wont be butting in on me and my friends drinking here at home anymore hehe. although we dont mind her joining us, we cant really fully speak out on whatever random alcohol-fueled rants we partake. there are some things you just cant talk about in front of a parent. with my aunt arriving, it means this house will be flowing with red wine once more.. i hope she doesnt notice that me and my friends scavenged, found and drank the 2 bottles of wine she left here last early march haha. *sigh*... i'll miss my room!!!! my sanctuary from the outside world.. oh well. thats the way the wind blows i guess..
me and my friends are gonna be watching the movie, "Troy" later today. i hope its as epic as what people who've already seen it have said. i cant wait!
argh!!! we're almost out of mango juice.. this cant be!! i must replenish my sweet mana!! i've been kinda cuckoo for mango juice the past few months.. at least its a good addiction. ;)
i spent last night here at home drinking with 2 friends and my younger brother and cousin who are both 17. its funny trying to get my bro and cousin drunk. like a right of passing or something hehe. i remember the drinking sprees me and my friends had when we were their age.. drinking in rom's car, in orchard country club, at alabang country club, at guion's house followed by swimming once everyones pissed drunk, around alabang, the metro, the south.. etc. i remember puking a lot because of those drinking sprees wherein we drink to get drunk, unlike now where we drink moderately to be steady. oh, except in the beach where we still drink to get wasted!!
its 10:30am and i still havent eaten breakfast. im damn hungry.. it doesnt help that our maid went to the grocery thats why i havent eaten since getting up around 8am. i guess my only choice is to wait for lunch.
looks like the pc is gonna be my bestfriend again these comming months since i'll be staying here once more at the computer room. its cool though, i get to hang with my brothers more here where we smoke, get stoned, and drink at times.
fuck waiting for lunch, im hungry now! im gonna scavenge for a snack downstairs.. oooh! i remember that i kept some packs of choco oreo's in my room!! later!
me and my friends are gonna be watching the movie, "Troy" later today. i hope its as epic as what people who've already seen it have said. i cant wait!
argh!!! we're almost out of mango juice.. this cant be!! i must replenish my sweet mana!! i've been kinda cuckoo for mango juice the past few months.. at least its a good addiction. ;)
i spent last night here at home drinking with 2 friends and my younger brother and cousin who are both 17. its funny trying to get my bro and cousin drunk. like a right of passing or something hehe. i remember the drinking sprees me and my friends had when we were their age.. drinking in rom's car, in orchard country club, at alabang country club, at guion's house followed by swimming once everyones pissed drunk, around alabang, the metro, the south.. etc. i remember puking a lot because of those drinking sprees wherein we drink to get drunk, unlike now where we drink moderately to be steady. oh, except in the beach where we still drink to get wasted!!
its 10:30am and i still havent eaten breakfast. im damn hungry.. it doesnt help that our maid went to the grocery thats why i havent eaten since getting up around 8am. i guess my only choice is to wait for lunch.
looks like the pc is gonna be my bestfriend again these comming months since i'll be staying here once more at the computer room. its cool though, i get to hang with my brothers more here where we smoke, get stoned, and drink at times.
fuck waiting for lunch, im hungry now! im gonna scavenge for a snack downstairs.. oooh! i remember that i kept some packs of choco oreo's in my room!! later!
Sunday, May 16, 2004
I just finished watching Mel Gibson's film, "The Passion of the Christ".. wow. watching it brought great insight on how Jesus suffered for us more than those years of being taught about it during grade school and high school. brutal is not even close to describing all the pain Jesus went through.. and he did it for us. kinda makes one think...
anyway.. its the last week of summer vacation for most of my friends since they start class again on the 24th of May. it seems like class ends a little later and begins a little earlier every year. is it a trend?! i once heard of talk of shifting "summer vacation" to the months of June, July and August to coincide with the summer months of the USA. it kinda made sense, i mean June-August are the hottest months of the year with its sweltering heat.. people who have relatives in the US can actually visit them and they would have free time to spend with each other since both are on their vacations.. it just didnt happen i guess. i wonder how talk of it started in the first place.
the NBA playoffs are getting better with each day!! the Nets survived a triple overtime thriller to beat Detroit and gain a 3-2 advantage in their best of 7 series. and just today, the Lakers tasted sweet redemption by eliminating San Antonio in 6 games during the western conference semifinals, just like the Spurs did to them the previous year. hail to LA!
i just borrowed more movies to watch.. Donnie Darko and Waking Life. i heard that both are good movies so im curious on its storylines.. since i havent heard about these movies till my cousin told me about them december last year and lent them to me just a few days ago.
im STILL addicted to mango juice. i swear i cant go a day without it.. damn. i think im more of a mango juice junkie than a cigarette junkie now. damn those beach trips and their delicious mango shakes and juices for getting me hooked on them in the first place!! haha!
i think its great that more of my friends are getting into playing soccer. its such a fun sport! we now have a gathering in w/c we all play during friday afternoon.. just not too early since running around the open field at around 2-3:30pm your under the mercy of the sun. and it dehydrates and tires you faster. so late afternoon it is.
hmmm.. its almost 6:30pm.. i think ill have an early dinner and lay back and watch The Simpsons(my fave!) at 7.
later!
anyway.. its the last week of summer vacation for most of my friends since they start class again on the 24th of May. it seems like class ends a little later and begins a little earlier every year. is it a trend?! i once heard of talk of shifting "summer vacation" to the months of June, July and August to coincide with the summer months of the USA. it kinda made sense, i mean June-August are the hottest months of the year with its sweltering heat.. people who have relatives in the US can actually visit them and they would have free time to spend with each other since both are on their vacations.. it just didnt happen i guess. i wonder how talk of it started in the first place.
the NBA playoffs are getting better with each day!! the Nets survived a triple overtime thriller to beat Detroit and gain a 3-2 advantage in their best of 7 series. and just today, the Lakers tasted sweet redemption by eliminating San Antonio in 6 games during the western conference semifinals, just like the Spurs did to them the previous year. hail to LA!
i just borrowed more movies to watch.. Donnie Darko and Waking Life. i heard that both are good movies so im curious on its storylines.. since i havent heard about these movies till my cousin told me about them december last year and lent them to me just a few days ago.
im STILL addicted to mango juice. i swear i cant go a day without it.. damn. i think im more of a mango juice junkie than a cigarette junkie now. damn those beach trips and their delicious mango shakes and juices for getting me hooked on them in the first place!! haha!
i think its great that more of my friends are getting into playing soccer. its such a fun sport! we now have a gathering in w/c we all play during friday afternoon.. just not too early since running around the open field at around 2-3:30pm your under the mercy of the sun. and it dehydrates and tires you faster. so late afternoon it is.
hmmm.. its almost 6:30pm.. i think ill have an early dinner and lay back and watch The Simpsons(my fave!) at 7.
later!
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Wheeeew!!! friday night rocked!=) me and my friends cocoy, niko and keenan first stayed at my house and watched the lakers-spurs game where derek fisher drained the winning basket with 0.4 seconds left!! giving LA the 3-2 series lead!! yeah!! then we stayed at Beluga in BF homes first, had a bottle of beer. then we transfered to IKKOI'S also in BF homes. man, the vibe there is like being in makati!! people dressed to impress, blasting great tunes inside and goodvibe all around! we saw our zobel friends there. the group of my younger cousin migs. so we tripped with chard, mai, caloy, anj, joan, olav and stef. drank a few more beers and enjoyed the vibe!! it got fucked up though as chard was talking to this girl and someone pictured him. some fucked up jolog.. so we started dissing him and cursing the motherfucker to delete the picture since chard is a local celebrity here. some people here are such losers.. man. anyways, its already 5am. i gots to get some sleep. oh, i played soccer friday afternoon so today really rocked!;)
ciao!
ciao!
Monday, May 10, 2004
Weekender!!
whew! man.. im tired as fuck! lets see...
Friday!!
me, tik, coy and guion all went to makati to check out the new bar scene and checked out the bars: pipers, gweilo and peligro. not bad actually, although it was raining like shit that night!! gweilo was aite, live band, lotsa people.. it was like the whole crowd that used to hang at rack's shifted to the new bar. beer wasnt that good there though.. peligro's was great! a rock bar in the ground floor, and a banging hardhouse club in the second floorwhere we hanged out and my friend tik met these girls. we basically just talked to em, and hanged and drink. nothing much come to think of it.. got home around 4 i think.
Saturday!!
hmmm.. we just spent saturday here over at my house. me, keenan and coy just watched a dvd of starsky and hutch then picked up sieg from his house after he had just got back from the US. we then steady tripped again at my house where we killed a few bottles of rum talking and laughing our asses off. a steady night with a goodvibe. cooool. har!
Sunday!!
damn!! sunday was the shit!! happy mother's day aite!! my family went to my grandma's house at bel air, makati. there me and my cousins and some uncles drank a few shots.. mmm make that a lotta shots. before it was even 7pm, we were all feeling the alcohol in our systems! my family had to leave early though coz we also went to quezon city to visit my mom's side of the family. just had a basic mother's day dinner w/c that part of the family celebrates every year. it was boring there. boring as fuck!! then around 1030pm, i drove my parents home and started speeding back to bel air at around 150 kph with my two brothers coz my cousins were spending the night over there and we drank from like 1130pm-5am. first we killed a case of beer. then two bottles of rum. then a bottle of vodka. damn damn damn!! wooohooo! can you spell, a-l-c-h-o-l-i-c-s?? hahahahaha! my 16 yr old cousin anton and my 15 yr old bro, marc both blew chunks off as they tried to keep up with me and my 3 other cousins my age. migs is 20, mara is 22 and carlo 22. im 22 for those who dont know.. we all agreed that its in our blood that we are assholes at times, but were cool nonetheless. we can be total dickwads, but we can be your bestfriend. weird huh?! well.. those are the words from mara. we all agreed to it actually. maybe it was the alcohol talking. we didnt give a fuck anyway. we just talked and talked. about mara and anton's 3rd eye and the shit that they see. about puerto galera. boracay. summer. beach trips that we plan to do. about this time that this motherfucked named "herbie" drugged, kidnapped and abused my cousin mara for two days. he kept her in this apartment, blocked out the windows so she wouldnt know if it was day or night time, kept no charger so mara wouldnt be contacted by her parents and kept drugging her with ecstacy, valiums and a shitload more of downers and kept abusing her sexually. even though she did eventualy get to escape, he continued stalking her for awhile. herbie you motherfucker, we know someone that knows where you fucking live!! you better fucking pray that me and my cousins dont fucking get to find you coz when we do, you can damn well bet that after were through with your punk ass, you wont be walking anymore for the rest of your life!! fuck you bitch!!! were gonna kill you!!! *phew* angst attack.... hehehe.
anyway, me and my bros got home around 6am already. i didnt sleep anymore coz i waited for the polling booths to open at 7am and went right away and voted(government elections time..) to avoid the crowds of the afternoon, and to be able to sleep straight right after voting. i was surprised when i got to the voting area that it was already jam packed with people. i went, voted and got home and watched the Nets-Pistons playoff game. Nets won!! alright! its 2-1 now! and the Lakers-Spurs game right after. Lakers also won! its 2-1 too! do i smell redemption?! hope so! hah! anyway, i plan to spend monday night dvd tripping. maybe watch Thirteen or Passion of the Christ. and sleep a little early since i only got 5 hours of sleep(1230-6pm).
im out!
peace..
whew! man.. im tired as fuck! lets see...
Friday!!
me, tik, coy and guion all went to makati to check out the new bar scene and checked out the bars: pipers, gweilo and peligro. not bad actually, although it was raining like shit that night!! gweilo was aite, live band, lotsa people.. it was like the whole crowd that used to hang at rack's shifted to the new bar. beer wasnt that good there though.. peligro's was great! a rock bar in the ground floor, and a banging hardhouse club in the second floorwhere we hanged out and my friend tik met these girls. we basically just talked to em, and hanged and drink. nothing much come to think of it.. got home around 4 i think.
Saturday!!
hmmm.. we just spent saturday here over at my house. me, keenan and coy just watched a dvd of starsky and hutch then picked up sieg from his house after he had just got back from the US. we then steady tripped again at my house where we killed a few bottles of rum talking and laughing our asses off. a steady night with a goodvibe. cooool. har!
Sunday!!
damn!! sunday was the shit!! happy mother's day aite!! my family went to my grandma's house at bel air, makati. there me and my cousins and some uncles drank a few shots.. mmm make that a lotta shots. before it was even 7pm, we were all feeling the alcohol in our systems! my family had to leave early though coz we also went to quezon city to visit my mom's side of the family. just had a basic mother's day dinner w/c that part of the family celebrates every year. it was boring there. boring as fuck!! then around 1030pm, i drove my parents home and started speeding back to bel air at around 150 kph with my two brothers coz my cousins were spending the night over there and we drank from like 1130pm-5am. first we killed a case of beer. then two bottles of rum. then a bottle of vodka. damn damn damn!! wooohooo! can you spell, a-l-c-h-o-l-i-c-s?? hahahahaha! my 16 yr old cousin anton and my 15 yr old bro, marc both blew chunks off as they tried to keep up with me and my 3 other cousins my age. migs is 20, mara is 22 and carlo 22. im 22 for those who dont know.. we all agreed that its in our blood that we are assholes at times, but were cool nonetheless. we can be total dickwads, but we can be your bestfriend. weird huh?! well.. those are the words from mara. we all agreed to it actually. maybe it was the alcohol talking. we didnt give a fuck anyway. we just talked and talked. about mara and anton's 3rd eye and the shit that they see. about puerto galera. boracay. summer. beach trips that we plan to do. about this time that this motherfucked named "herbie" drugged, kidnapped and abused my cousin mara for two days. he kept her in this apartment, blocked out the windows so she wouldnt know if it was day or night time, kept no charger so mara wouldnt be contacted by her parents and kept drugging her with ecstacy, valiums and a shitload more of downers and kept abusing her sexually. even though she did eventualy get to escape, he continued stalking her for awhile. herbie you motherfucker, we know someone that knows where you fucking live!! you better fucking pray that me and my cousins dont fucking get to find you coz when we do, you can damn well bet that after were through with your punk ass, you wont be walking anymore for the rest of your life!! fuck you bitch!!! were gonna kill you!!! *phew* angst attack.... hehehe.
anyway, me and my bros got home around 6am already. i didnt sleep anymore coz i waited for the polling booths to open at 7am and went right away and voted(government elections time..) to avoid the crowds of the afternoon, and to be able to sleep straight right after voting. i was surprised when i got to the voting area that it was already jam packed with people. i went, voted and got home and watched the Nets-Pistons playoff game. Nets won!! alright! its 2-1 now! and the Lakers-Spurs game right after. Lakers also won! its 2-1 too! do i smell redemption?! hope so! hah! anyway, i plan to spend monday night dvd tripping. maybe watch Thirteen or Passion of the Christ. and sleep a little early since i only got 5 hours of sleep(1230-6pm).
im out!
peace..
Friday, May 07, 2004
Time it passes and it tells us what we're left with
We become the things we do
Me, I'm a fool spent from defiance, yeah you got me but
I didn't give up on you
But the rest is not a t-shirt or a swan song, no
Heat is born again and
It's not easy being me
When I can't promise I will mend
Or bend when you believe
That we are fixed now from our birth
And I've just fallen back to earth
Still you know I'll try again
Cause I believe that we are lucky
We are golden We have stolen manners in the days when we were one
We become the things we do
Me, I'm a fool spent from defiance, yeah you got me but
I didn't give up on you
But the rest is not a t-shirt or a swan song, no
Heat is born again and
It's not easy being me
When I can't promise I will mend
Or bend when you believe
That we are fixed now from our birth
And I've just fallen back to earth
Still you know I'll try again
Cause I believe that we are lucky
We are golden We have stolen manners in the days when we were one
Thursday, May 06, 2004
R.I.P. Bro...
Happy Birthday to my brother, Charles Nicholas G. Deen...(may 5)
Rest in peace dear bro... ill see you when i get there.. i celebrated your bday with friends. continue being our angel.. i love you!
"Life is too short to be spent procastinating and regreting.. enjoy every minute of everyday.."
Life goes on...
-Jeyps
Happy Birthday to my brother, Charles Nicholas G. Deen...(may 5)
Rest in peace dear bro... ill see you when i get there.. i celebrated your bday with friends. continue being our angel.. i love you!
"Life is too short to be spent procastinating and regreting.. enjoy every minute of everyday.."
Life goes on...
-Jeyps
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
i wanna experience it all once more. the rush that my senses get once i step on the beach. the waves crashing on the shore. the sun gleaming in your eyes. the locals smiling as they pass by before and after their fishing trip. the feel of the sand on your bare feet. the smell of ocean spray. looking up at the night sky filled with countless stars that only on a desolate place can you trully appreciate its beauty. i have found my inner sanctum. that special piece of my soul. the beach. i have 2 weeks to go before i relieve the pleasures of the open sea. i cant wait. i can already picture myself lying on the shore of my beach, my ears in aural sensation as i listen to raggae, funk-rock, or chill out music with a nice cold beer in my hand.. staring at the stars. that to me there is just bliss. it is my tranquility. my mecca..
